My Rockstar Nextdoor Neighboors.

Chapter 4 - In The End

Chapter 4- In The End

As I walked to the main staged I flashed my all access pass to the security guard and they let me in.

I walked backstage to see Tony making sure his fingers would not cramp up, Jaime was doing his screaming for warmups , Vic was tuning his voice and Mike , well Mike was drinking a glass of whiskey.

I chuckled remembering Mikeywhiskeyhands is his " Nick-Name"

Someone came in and yelled 1 minute.

They all kissed my forehead walking out as I said good luck.

I watched the whole show, and it was so fucking amazing.

The way Tony bounced around on stage, so passionate. Vic sang his hear out, Jaime was crazy and Mike was flawless.

They ran off stage all sweaty.

"Don't you dare! You are all so sweaty!" I growled , watching their devious faces.

"For the love of god Victor , Mike, Tony, and Jaime , I still have those pictures from the Graduation Party!" I screamed.

They gave me frightened looks and nodded slowly.

" So, Who ya gunna go see next buddy?" Jaime nudges my shoulder.

I simply shrug.

" I don't know. Isn't Falling in Reverse here this year?"

"Yeah.. Does Ronnie know you're here?" Mike asks.

"Nope, I'm going to surprise him. What time do they play ?"

" 5:30, you better get going. " Vic chuckles.

I took off and heard them laugh in the distance. Out of breath I go backstage and they have already started so I sit back and watch the most amazing show ever.

Ronnie says goodbye to the Venice crowd and walks off stage. He sees me and immediately his face brightens.

" Little cousin! I've missed you!" He screams running over to me like a five year old , picking me up and spinning me around.

"I've missed you too! I've missed you all!"

Almost immediately I get attacked by hugs from Jacky,Max, and Ryan. I laugh and we talk for a little before I had to go back to the Pierce The Veil bus too change for the after party Black Veil Brides was throwing.

I got onto the bus earning glances and smiles from the boys. I went to my bunk to get some clothes.

Deciding on black ripped skinny jeans, and a floral Key-Street tank top I bought. Matched with some Doc's.

I went into the bathroom knowing if I didn't get in here before Vic there would be no hot water.

I got out and let my hair dry naturally since its straight, brushing the knots through. I decided on only mascara so I could just come home and sleep knowing I will not be drinking a lot I'll just be tired.

I got dressed and walking into the lounge seeing everyone dressed but Vic with his towel walking into the bathroom, I was reading a book on my phone when Vic came out ready.

We all piled into the taxi going to the bar.

When we got their I saw , Jack and Alex from All Time Low , with Austin and Phil from Of Mice & Men, with also Jinxx and CC from Black Veil Brides dancing foolishly.

The boys break off to speak with some friends. I went to the bar and ordered a vodka spritzer to baby.

In the corner of my eye I see someone sit down, then I hear that sexy voice ordering something I could quite catch.

"Hey Turtle."

"Hey" he whispered.

" Listen, Brianna. I have missed you all these years so fucking much. You don't even know, I was in love with you. I still am, hell I have had a steady relationship. I was going to ask you out that night! But then everything happened." He spoke.

What? Tony. The fucking Tony Perry is confessing his love for me? He must be drunk or high.

Do I even like Tony?

I scoffed , of course. Like every other girl.

What the fuck just happened.

With that he got up and left.

I was in shock. So much shock I got up and ran out the back door. I slid down the cold wall and buried my head in my hands.

"Hey, you alright?" Oh I could know that voice from anywhere.

Andy Biersack.

The Andy Biersack is speaking to my worthless self.

"Yeah," I manage to croak out.

"You sure?" He asked once again.

"Yeah, its just the end, and I'm not afraid to die."

"Hey, hey. What is going on?"

By now tears are threatening to spill over my eyelids.

"I used to be best friends with all of Pierce the Veil, I met them at 14 and we were inseparable. Because my parents were always gone I was always with them, then when I was 18 something terrible happened. There was this one night that Vic and Mike convinced me to come to one of their gigs. So I did, my mother called saying that they were home from the business trip, something was off so I told the guys I needed to leave. Luckily they were done and we left. I got home and my parents, we gone. Dead, murdered. They never caught the person . I blamed the guys for a long time, cause I was with them. But I realized it was mine. I could've not of gone. But I did, I became depressed and started self-harming bad. I eventually stopped and got my job back and was doing great. I was trying to avoid the guys, I did manage for 6 years. Then about 2 days ago Tony managed to catch me at my mailbox and we talked and stuff and now I'm here. But, Tony just confessed his love for me! I'm ugly, and worthless piece of shit. I don't know what to do, I love Tony I do. But I'm not good enough. " I cracked at the end.

I just told everything I've been holding inside to someone I just met, what the fuck! The good thing is I lied about my mothers phone call,

"Woah, I'm sorry. Maybe you should go back to the buses? Talk to Tony in the morning. Tell him how you feel. You are not ugly. You are beautiful inside and out. You are not worthless. " Andy spoke rubbing my back.

"I guess I do, thanks Andy."

" Anytime hun. Here's my number okay? I hope we can become good friends." I gratefully took it and gave him a hug.

We said our goodbyes and I grabbed a cab.

After putting on some PJ's I got into my bunk with

In The End by Black Veil Brides playing softly into my ears,

I drifted off into a eager sleep , wanting to Tell Tony.

---A/N----

I feel like there is too much detail, I need her to think more so I'll work on that.