To Avoid The Plot..

New Resolution : Part 2

"Soyeon... you really should head off to school today.. it's been 2 weeks, your teachers are starting to get concerned. I just wish you'd let me in your room.. I'll be in the kitchen preparing breakfast." Soyeon's mother would say, I'd see her shadow from the cracks of the door and watch that shadow turn to the right and slowly disappear.
My room is a total mess.
There's sticky notes all over the walls, clothes all over the floor, so many amounts of coffee cups on the floor you'd think I was dead by now.
Am I going.. insane?
I can't find a single hint or way to leave this damn game. It doesn't help that I'm aware everyone isn't real. They're all programmed and fake.
None of this is real. Nothing.
What did I even do to deserve this? I can't remember a single thing about myself. I don't know who my name is where I'm from what I used to look like.
I don't remember anything..but her..
No.
I can't think about her. It'll only drive me more insane if I know I'll never see her again.

"You beat the game! Congratulations! I knew you had it in you!"

A character from a game would pop up on my computer from a gameplay video I was watching. I would place my two hands on my computer and put my face so close to
the computer, I could've kissed it if I wanted to.
That's when it hit me.
What if I just finished the game? Wouldn't the game be over and I would go home?
Why haven't I even thought of this yet??
I'd jump off my chair, slam open the door and run to the bathroom. I haven't seen my reflection in weeks, I wouldn't look that bad, right?
I'd stare at my reflection in the mirror.
Tangled hair
New pimples
Intense eye bags
Dropped weight.
I look a mess and yet,
I'm still beautiful. No. Soyeon is beautiful.
Not me.
I'm sorry that I've been treating this body like trash Soyeon. Even if you're not real.
But, I'll escape this fake reality.
Or I'll die trying.
If this game wants a villain?

You got the perfect candidate.