Chapter 21: I Hate Who I Am, but I Don't Like Who I Was

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⚠️ warning ⚠️: Blood and gore. Short chapter, I'm so sorry 😣 but I need to update something 😆

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Eventually, the smell of blood clouded Kazemi's senses and there was no turning back

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Eventually, the smell of blood clouded Kazemi's senses and there was no turning back. Some part of her tried to push it back, tried to make the bloodlust go. But a bigger part of Kazemi embraced it. She embraced the selfishness, the cruelty, and bloodlust. After all, that is who she was; a cold blooded killer.

The old Kazemi was back and she wanted to play.

Dabi seemed to have felt the shift in Kazemi because he let go of her, holding her at arms length. When Dabi's eyes met Kazemi's he immediately let her go and took a staggering step back. He stumbled over a brick on the ground before gaining his balance again.

"What the fuck?!" Dabi cursed.

He couldn't look away from her eyes, which were now green like shining emeralds. Her once brown eyes were now shining like stars in the night sky. They were almost glowing. They were hypnotizing.

As the shift took over her, Kazemi trembled with giddiness and pain

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As the shift took over her, Kazemi trembled with giddiness and pain. The shift was the only pain she could feel that wasn't severe, but it also felt euphoric. The old Kazemi ripped through the bars holding back her true self, causing her to double over in pain as she coughed up blood.

"Kazemi!" Shouted Dabi as he rushed to her side.

"What the hell is going on, Dabi?" Kazemi heard the all black SUV pull up and not even a second later Toga and Atsuhiro were out of the car. They ran to Kazemi who was hunched over her stomach. Blood splattered on the ground as Kazemi hacked up more.

"Didn't she kill the guy? How did he hurt her?" Atsuhiro glanced from the corpse lying in the middle of the alley then back to Kazemi.

"I don't fucking know," Dabi sneered. "Her eyes changed colors and then she just started coughing up blood."

Kazemi's mind became blurred, her vision going black, and everyone's voices around her faded away. No, Kazemi hadn't passed out, she has been in this state once before. This only meant one thing: The old Kazemi wanted to have a talk.

As Kazemi's vision came back, she observed her surroundings. Everything was black, the only light coming from the LED in the ceiling and the lamp stationed by a brown leather chair.

"I'm glad to see you've finally accepted who you are, darling."

Even after doing this before, seeing the more confident—more crazy—side of herself, Kazemi could never get used to it.

"It's been five years, love," she sighed. "Why are you coming back?"

This was all because of her mother's siren quirk; every siren has an alter ego. In Kazemi's case, the last five years she's been living as her alter ego. The real her just so happens to be a woman who couldn't give a shit about anything or anyone.

"The others will need you soon. The real Kazemi is strong, I am broken and weak; she can fight when they come back." The alter said as she looked wide-eyed at her master, "Just don't hurt, Touya. He deserves the world and more."

Kazemi looked at her alter emotionlessly even as her heart softened for her. Kazemi had always had a soft spot for her alter even if she's a pussy.

So she pulled the girl into her arms. "Don't worry, hun, I love him, too. This doesn't change anything you have worked for. Believe it or not, I was there with you."

"Thank you."

"There's nothing you need to thank me for," Kazemi said. "I would destroy the world for Touya."

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