If I Never Existed

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???'s P.O.V

It's...not so bad, right? The people weren't right, right? Right. Th-This isn't so bad... but I miss my brother... and my mama...

I snuck out, against my new caretakers' wishes, because who cares about those? I know I'm only 6, but don't wishes sound a little... DUMB?? I mean, they're never even granted! If I could wish for anything at all, it'd be to see my family again. But I killed them... and myself... and I never will again...

These thoughts made me stop in my tracks. It's all my fault... If I never existed, papa wouldn't've hurt mama. If I never existed, I would've never met the people. If I never existed, my brother might still be alive...

I hid behind a boulder, so no one could see me and I squeezed my eyes shut. Don't cry... don't cry... it's weak. I couldn't cry. If I cried, I'd sob. And if I sob, I'd get caught.

I covered my mouth, my eyes leaking... I held back sobs... My mama... my brother... I... they're gone because of me... it's my fault... I want my mommy... I thought the things I'd never dare say aloud.

I scratched the boulder, trying to distract myself from the pain... but it didn't work. I covered my mouth to muffle my sobs... I want my mommy... I want my mama so badly... I want mommy... Please let me see my mommy again, universe...

I'll never do anything bad again... not even by accident.

Billions Of Years Later

I need another tactic. That stupid wolf and her meddling friends- they're all so stupid!! How could a goddess, of something as stupid as wishes, beat me in combat?!

This is so humiliating... No one must know. If you never existed, you wouldn't have to keep secrets like this. It'd be better for everybody. Ugh, I hate my brain... Always telling me things that aren't true-

It was never fulfilled... obviously. I've done more terrible things than the person who created numbers can count.

And I haven't seen my... mama... again... Checks out. That stupid wolf is in charge of wishes, and she'd never fulfill one as pathetic as mine.

Of course, I'm too evil, horrible, and vile for a wish so pathetic to be granted... I'm billions of years old, I shouldn't be thinking about a family that died forever ago.

Even if... they were mine...

Of course the high and mighty goddess of nonexistent garbage has no worries... No, her life is perfect... If she even has problems, which I doubt she does, I'd be the only one.

I'm just that terrible... of course I'm her only problem- what others could she have?

If I never existed, the gods wouldn't have any problems... because I'm the one that causes them.

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