ChangLix Shorts||ChangbinxFelix

~savior~[5]

~Chapter 5~

"Changbin," he called, looking out the window before turning to him, his eyes widened and alarmed.

"It's okay," Changbin softly continued, gripping his hand tighter. It felt familiar because he's been here before; they both have. He didn't understand. Why would Changbin take him back there..back to the club where they first met?

"C-Changbin," Felix called again lowly, both his voice and body fearfully starting to shake. He could feel his body growing heavier against his control; his chest tightened, and his heart started to pound against his chest frantically. He was terrified as he looked past Changbin, seeing the club behind him as the car stopped.

"Hey, look at me," Changbin quickly said, turning his face to look him in the eyes. Breathe for me, Okay? In and out," he pleaded, using his hand to conduct the movement gently. I promise I won't let anything happen to you," he softly assured him.

"W-Why h-here," he fearfully asked, trying to follow him and control his breath.

"I wanted to change the night we meant. Rewrite our story, you know. I thought it would be cute," he awkwardly laughed. At the time, the idea seemed cute, but now he wasn't so sure. "If you're not okay, we can go somewhere else," he painfully said, looking sincerely into the younger eyes, still desperately holding onto his hand tightly. 

He would never have brought him back here if he had thought it would upset him this badly. The last thing he'd ever want to do is hurt him; he cared too much to see him in pain.

On the other hand, Felix couldn't help but think Changbin was the sweetest person in the world. He took a deep breath, settled his breathing, and calmed his panicked mind. He was confident nothing would happen to him, not as long as Changbin would be there to protect him—right by his side the entire night.

He softly smiled as he looked down at their hands, interlocked their fingers together, and then softly smiled as he looked back up at him. "Let's do it."

"Are you sure??" Changbin asked with worry.

"If you're with me, then yes," Felix nodded, smiling at him, which made Changbin smile back.

Changbin thanked the driver before exiting the car. He kept the door open, waiting for Felix to depart, closing the door once he did. Felix's attention was fixed on the club the second he got out of the car—the small crowds of people outside. The loud, blaring music heard faintly through the doors, growing louder once the door opened. 

The omen of that night..the reason why he was there..what almost happened. 

His body once again started to tense up, every muscle without his control, and his heart rate steadily increased."Felix, We dont have to. We can do something else," he gently suggested, looking over to him. He could feel his anxiety as he started to panic beside him.

"I'm okay," Felix said, reaching down and quickly interlocking their hands again. Changbin looked down at their hands..he could feel him shaking and the sweat building in his palms.

"Let's get you a drink," Changbin lightly laughed, squeezing his hand tighter, wrapping his opposite arm firmly around his waist as they started toward the club. The closer they got, the louder the music got. It was just as packed as it was that night. Felix felt nervous, but it helped that Changbin was right next to him. 

Feeling his big arm wrapped around his waist as he held him, squeezing tighter the closer they reached the entrance. He felt safe with him. He knew he wouldn't let anything happen to him, taking a breath as he laid his head on his shoulder as they entered the club.