ChangLix Shorts||ChangbinxFelix

~savior~[6]

~Chapter 6~

Felix quickly reached the bathroom, taking a breath as he checked if the room was empty. He suddenly felt so overwhelmed, not by the club or the bustling atmosphere, but by the closeness of the older.

The way he firmly held onto his waist as he pulled him closer against him. The feeling of his breath against his skin, the slight shock it sent throughout his body like a current. A feeling he desperately missed now being away from him. He softly whined to himself as he stood by the door, searching for any little courage to join him.

"Felix," he loudly heard from outside, quickly changing his mind and retreating to the empty stall behind him. "Hey, Lix..I'm so sorry. I should've never forced myself on you. Please tell me you're alright," Changbin softly said as he walked in.

He lingered by the door as he waited for an answer. His heart broke as he sat in silence; he worried Felix wouldn't forgive him for this, and he hated himself for hurting him.

"Please," he softly called out again, his voice so sincere..so desperate, begging for his forgiveness. He desperately needed to see him and show him that he was sorry, but he didn't want to pressure him like before.

He let out a breath of relief, bringing his hand up to his mouth when he saw the closed stall door slowly start to open. He still stayed by the door, waiting for him to come out, deciding to walk over when he didn't.

"Felix," he sighed as he pushed the door fully open. I'm so sorry," he softly added once he saw the boy clearly, breaking his heart more as he saw him cowering in the corner of the stall.

"Please stop apologizing," Felix softly laughed as he buried his face in his hands. "You did nothing wrong."

"I did..I shouldn't have done that," he said hesitantly as he entered the stall with him.

"No, you didn't," Felix rolled his eyes, lowering his hands from his face. I just got nervous," he shyly laughed, waving him off.

"Oh," Changbin slightly smirked. "So, I make you nervous," he playfully teased him.

"Wha-N-No," he quickly shook his head, but the prominent way the blush on his cheek deepened, completely contradicting it. Changbin was quick to catch it, trying to keep himself calm against his growing excitement with the younger and his need to tease him further.

"Hm..was it the way I held your waist," he continued with the same teasing tone, reaching back for his waist. Or the way I pulled you closer," he said before he acted, pulling him back close against him.

"Tell me, Felix..how did I make you nervous??" his smile widened as he felt his body lightly tremble in his hands, watching as he desperately took a breath.

"C-Changbin," he softly whispered, the only thing he could attempt to get out.

"Or," Changbin lightly chuckled as he leaned in closer to him. Was it the way I whispered in your ear??" he said, again fitting his head in the crook of his neck. Is this what made you nervous??" he added softly against his neck.

Felix softly whimpered as his hands rested on his shoulder, pushing him back but not with nearly enough force to actually make him move. He was almost paralyzed by his touch. Again, the closeness, the feeling of his voice as it fluttered down his neck—so close that he could feel his breath tickling the tiny standing hairs on his neck as he hovered his lips over his skin.

He thought about it, too; what if Changbin asked him to dance first?? What if he didn't get so messed up that night?? He loved the friendship they had so much. But what if the two were in a different relationship?? How it would feel to be held by him at night.