Chapter 3 - Left Out

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Four months later.

I'm completely done with this. I can't handle it anymore! Everyone has been blabbering about Jilly! God I hate their ship name. Everyone is fangirling over them! Now I'm just the best friend. Everyone was going crazy when they saw the official trailer! I'm so low now. Bella is just a fucking beginnerror for god sake! I've been acting since I was 7! She just started! I lost my fame. I dug my face on my pillow until I heard someone knock on my door. "What?" I snapped.

"Gabi! Guess what!" Blake said happily.

"I don't want to guess. Bye!"I tried to close the door.

"Is it that time of the month? Anyways if official!" He said excitedly

"Be more 'officially' specific" I quoted rolling my eyes.

"Bella's my girlfriend! She's my girlfriend!" I froze when he said that.

"I'm.. so-h-hap-happy for you" I had the sudden feeling of crying. My eyes were watering and I kept blinking to try and make it stop. Why am I sad? Why dI'd I feel like I want to cry? Why am I hurt?

"Thanks bro!" He fist pumped me.

"Anytime man!" I fake smiled.

"Anyways I gotta go! I might be late for my date!" He waved and left.

I closed the door and let all of the tears fall. Do I like him? I shouldn't even feel sad because I made myself clear that I had no feelings! But maybe I was denying it like how my fans say. I went outside to see if any of my fans would be there. Instead I went to the mall. I was surprised that I saw a lot because I thought I was nobody. "Gabi! I love you!" I heard one of them say.

"I love you too! Gosh I thought I lost all of my fans after Jilly" I smiled sadly.

"No!" I heard all of them whine.

"I don't even ship them! I miss Glake!"

"Yeah! I want Briella back!" I heard them pout.

"I'm afraid that it won't happen anymore sweety" I frowned.

"Why?" I saw one about to tear up.

"They're official" I sighed.

"Noooo!" They all whined.

"Gabriella if you get a makeover you never know? You only changed when you were 13! You wanted to be friends with Blake so bad you grew up to be a boy rather than a girl" I heard one fan say and I literally turned my head to look for her.

"I guess I'm used to it" I sighed.

"Have you ever wanted to feel like a girl?" Yes. I did.

"It's hard to explain how much I want to. I just feel scared that they might not like me as they did before" I frowned.

"Bitch I'm here!" I suddenly heard a different voice from the back.

"Huh?" I laughed.

"Hey I'm Tyler!" I heard a guy scream as he tried to push the girls away.

"Wanna have a gurls night out?" He twinkled his nails.

"Sure?" I laughed.

"Okay come with me!" He grabbed my hand a dragged me away from the crowd. I waved them goodbye though.

"Okay now come in my car!" I saw this hot pink Lamburgini.

"You're not going to kidnap me right?" I chuckled.

"Fuck no! I'm gonna be your new gbf!"

"What's that?" I asked.

"Gay best friend! Now come on in!"

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