Jungkook woke up. Thinking about what happened last night, he immediately turned his head at his side, hoping that the woman he loved was still sleeping soundly beside him.
But reality hurt. Lisa was not there.
Jungkook sat on the bed while in daze. He never tried to search for her inside the house.
He knew she had already left. She left for good. She left because she hated him. She went away, leaving him all alone with an empty heart.
Jungkook wanted to hurt himself. Thinking how he forced her, he wanted to punch his own face.
When Lisa acted like she was disgusted by his touch, he suddenly went crazy. He did not know why but when he was pushed back, when he was told that she hated being touched by him, he couldn't help himself but want to touch her more.
He wanted to make her swallow those words she spit. To prove that she was wrong, that she still craved for him. So, he forced her. He hurt her. He wounded her heart.
What he did last night was definitely cannot be forgiven. If he could just go back from the very start.
Even if he exhausted all of his resources.
Even if he becomes penniless.
Even if he sold his own soul.
As long as Lisa forgives him, he will do everything.
Jungkook let his body fell back on the bed. He covered his eyes using his left arm.
"Lisa..."
He whispered.
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It has been two days since that nightmare. He almost went crazy trying to find her, flipping Beijing upside down.
Jungkook was trying to find any clues that could lead to Lisa's current location, but she was very stubborn, hiding herself away from him.
She did not even try to go back and work. She vanished like an air.
Without giving him a second chance.
Without listening to his explanation.
He did not sleep nor eat during those two days she was missing. He never even paid attention to the company. All he cared about was to find Lisa at all cost. In these past two days, Jungkook felt like he was a living dead, like a robot without a soul, alive but without emotions.
He didn't want to experience this heartache ever again, so he made a decision. If he found her, he would bind her and wouldn't let her run away from him. He would definitely lock her inside his own house so she could only be with him forever.
Even if he had to chain her, to break her wings, he would. Just to make sure that she would never leave him again.
He was sitting on Lisa's bed when Ho-seok called.
"Speak."
"Boss.. We still can't... We still can't find any information about Miss Feng's current location."
Jungkook throw his phone. It flew towards the floor and went below the bed.
He was mad. He was angry at his subordinates for being incompetent. He was angry at Lisa for being stubborn, but most of all, he was angry at himself because he was such a bastard.
He was a scum, a jerk, for hurting Lisa.
Jungkook calmed himself. He tried to look for his phone when he saw a tiny box underneath the bed. He also saw his phone intact, still connected to Ho-seok's call.
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The Witch Ceo Is Not A Demoness
RomanceHigh bun, eyeglasses, long sleeve shirt and plaited skirt. Dressed so strictly, Lisa reached 28 without having any intimate interaction with men. At an early age, being an orphan, Lisa dedicated herself on taking good care of her grandfather and the...