I think I needed you to come back,
in order to move on.
Four years of waiting,
Was it too long?
I think I needed a reminder
Of whom you had become.
Not the version in my head,
That I couldn't accept was gone.
Your eyes were the same.
Your smile a bit different.
But you just didn't seem
As warm or as pleasant.
The stories you told
Were nothing like your old.
Like boasting, almost.
Saying I "wouldn't know."
When I told you I'd waited
That I couldn't move on,
Your ego inflated,
An opportunity had spawned.
You used this against me,
fed me cold lies.
Said all of the things
I'd waited for this whole time.
Of course I believed you!
Because you had the same eyes.
So therefore I thought you were
The same person in my mind.
I couldn't have been more wrong.
I'd never felt more used.
Out of all the people,
Why is it me that you choose?
Although I regret it
I'm glad you came back.
Because now I can move on
And get my four years back.
Now I'd just like to take this opportunity to say.
That just like you said
"No hard feelings or nothing btw"
- O.R.W
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LIE IN MY EULOGY
Puisi"Lie in my eulogy" is a journey through the unfiltered realities of trauma and struggle. In each verse, this collection lays bare the raw emotions tied to mental health, heartbreak, and abuse. Each poem captures the weight of unspoken pain, heavy he...
