For The Apartment We Will Share (Epistolary)

62

Alistair Diaz
06:00 AM

Nicole:
I'll be at the hospital garden waiting.

I hope we can talk this out.

11:00 AM

Alistair:
You didn't have to wait.

Nicole:
It's okay.

Alistair:
What makes you go here?

Nicole:
To talk

Alistair:
Okay. Talk.

Nicole:
In person. I'm not here just to chat.

Alistair:
Are you gonna say sorry?

Nicole:
Yes but can we just talk properly?

I hate not communicating problems personally.

WAIT HOW'D YOU KNOW I'M SORRY?

Alistair:
I happened to talk to your ex

Or should I say boyfriend? 

Nicole:
What are you saying

Alistair:
You're not so stiff, Nicole.

Nicole:
HEY YOU'RE NOT SO CLEAR, DOC

What's happening

How did you two talk? And what do you mean 'boyfriend'? That's out so out of the reality.

Alistair:
What's with that guy, honestly? He's boastful and annoying. 

What does he make you feel? 

Does he make you restless too?

Nicole:
NO

WHAT ARE YOU SAYING?!

Alistair:
I don't know

Nicole:
We're still exes.

Alistair:
I'm too tired for this, Nicole.

Nicole:
I know. I heard kila Troy you haven't had any decent sleep for two days but I really need to talk to you.

Alistair:
That's why I need sleep

Nicole:
Okay. This will be fast.

I like you. I like you a lot and I feel guilty I agreed to talk about my ex. At first, I declined but it happened that he approached sa Molino and he asked just for a few minutes.

He kissed me. Deliah had to comfort me not to cry that night because of how guilty I was. I never thought I'd feel that bad and I never thought I'd feel that sinful.

I don't have any idea why both of you talked but I'm sure all he said was a lie. I blocked him already.

That's all. I just wanna free myself from frustration and guilt. God, I don't even know why I feel so sinful as if were together. That's beside the point. I'm really sorry.

There. You can sleep now.

Alistair:
You kissed?

Nicole:
He kissed me!

Magkaiba yon

Alistair:
You liked it?

Nicole:
NO

Alistair:
Did you panic after?

Did he make you nervous?

What else did you feel?

Did he have to hold you after because you feel too weak?

Tell me 

Nahihirapan ako kumalma sa sinasabi mo. It's pissing me off. 

Nicole:
I hate it. He doesn't make me feel weak. All I thought when it happened was how much I hated it and how dirty I felt.

It was the worst.

After what happened, he just proved to me how much I like you.

Alistair:
You like me?

Nicole:
I like you

Alistair:
Where are you?

Nicole:
Parking

Alistair:
I have 15 mins. Louis tapped me out.

Nicole:
I'll be in your car.

Alistair:
He didn't ask for permission when he kissed you?

Nicole:
No

Alistair:
I should've punched him
when I met him.

Fuck I hate it

Can you check if there's Tylenol in my dashboard please

I feel like collapsing 

I can't afford to lose this now

Nicole:
WAIT OH GOD

Walang laman yung tylenol bottle pero may biogesic??? Paracetamol?? Diatabs??

Alistair:
Okay good

Nicole:
You can just sleep later

Alistair:
No

Almost there

Nicole:
5 mins for sleep?

Alistair:
Won't do

Nicole:
YOU NEED REST

Alistair:
I need you

Nicole:
Fine

I'm trusting you know what you need since it's part of your expertise.