For The Apartment We Will Share (Epistolary)

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[Letter along with a stem of rose]

I feel like my words and thoughts are all over the place here. The worst thing you can make me do is write. But hey I'm not blaming you. I just want to let you know that I tried. Those you will receive are the best out of all my trials.

Looking at you sleeping beside me makes me wanna rethink if I really wanna leave you here or if should I just stay. Of course, I should leave. I must leave. I want to spoil you even more.

I hope I don't get insane like how Louis was while missing Megan. I hope I don't cry weekly out of longing like Toby.

I always tell them seeing them fall in love is enough proof for me that love exists. I don't need any more testimony because the chemical and biological explanation of science will do. Well, shit, I was so fucking wrong. I was doomed when I felt love more in my heart than in my brain.

Highly unlikely.

I wanted to set aside the years I dedicated to being a doctor just so you stop calling me Doc and start saying my name. You have no idea how bewitched I felt when you finally said it. It was chaos.

I wanted to hold you but then I was hesitant. I wanted to kiss you longer but I had responsibility and God forbid I wanted to ask whoever is available to tap in the next day to have longer nights with you.

It was crazy. Love is fucking crazy.