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by pizzaaaagood

Alistair Diaz
09:00 PM

Nicole:
Akala ko ba gusto mo makipag-usap?

Alistair:
I'm just nervous.

Nicole:
Mag-usap na tayoo

Alistair:
You don't know how nervous I am now

Nicole:
Ano baaa

Just chill

Alistair:
Hindi ka makikipag break, diba?

Nicole:
Noo HAHAHA

Alistair:
Why are you laughing?

My palms are sweating rn

Nicole:
Just calm down and meet me outsidee

Mas gusto ko mag-usap sa may park

Alistair:
WAIT

You will still try to love me, right? This will not end tonight?

Nicole:
Alistair

Alistair:
I'm sorry, parang wala na kasing balak magbago yung isip mo sa sasabihin mo sakin. I just don't know what to expect.

Nicole:
Expect to be a cardiothoracic
surgeon, Doc.

Alistair:
Please, don't leave me.

Nicole:
I won't. You're the one who will
leave meee. Literal na ikaw yung aalis.

Alistair:
We can't do that, diba? Masyado pang maaga. I don't wanna sacrifice this relationship for Canada. It's not gonna be worth the trade.

Nicole:
We can and we will.

You will leave and I will stay here. When I knew you, I never expected I would take us this seriously. It's too good to be true not to worry about anything in the relationship.

It feels different that I'm not the one insisting on having a clear communication that seems normal to you. It's new for me not to plead just to communicate.

After my failed relationship, my standards became simple. I wished for a man who could communicate and not leave me after things went south or north. I'm just thankful I still got every standard I wanted my man to be kahit na I already stopped wishing for it.

But, I guess there's a catch in everything. So, it's okay. Pursue your dreams. Be that surgeon you wanted to be tapos magpapa good shot ako kay Mommy para payagan ako sumunod sayo.

That's it. I will not be replying anymore. Lumabas ka dyan because I really wanna be held right now. Two months nalang before you leave para makapag adjust at makapag settle ka ng ayos sa Canada.

Don't miss any second to be with me because only Mom knows how much more we need to endure before we hold each other again.