Words Unspoken

Thank You For The Broken Heart

You met me when darkness is the only visible thing in my world - hatred, broken hearted, pain, tears. I kept on pushing you away because I knew that you don't deserve me, you're too perfect for me.

As much as I want you to search for other girl, you still stick with me. You help me get through the most painful heartbreak I've ever experienced - being left behind. You taught me to be brave enough to let him go and start anew. You taught me that my life will still go through even though he left me. You taught me to love again. You love me despite the fact that I am breaking apart. You pick me up. You gave colors to my dark world.

You gave me another chance to love myself again. You gave me another chance to love someone again. You gave smile to my face. You wipe away my tears. You hold my hand like you don't want others holding me.

You gave me another hope, a different kind of hope --- a hope that I will no longer be alone and lonely in this world. You gave me happiness - euphoria, indeed. You even told me that you can't imagine your life without me.

What I experienced with you is something worth remembering, something close to perfection. Then again, nothing's perfect.

As we battle in this war called love, it seems like you are slowly drifting away. I was at the verge of giving up, but I didn't gave up because I didn't want to, because I love you. My mind says that you no longer love me, that you are just holding on because you know that no matter what happen, I won't leave you. I never did and I never will. Still, I continue fighting even without any weapon and assurance that I will win.

I gave up everything just to save this relationship even if I have no assurance that you will also fight for me. I took risk. I even swallow my pride and forgave you for how many times because I don't want you to leave, because I still want you in my life. The moment you said we're over, I am still hoping you'll take it back, hug me and whisper "Baby, I still love you and I can't live without you." I waited you long enough just to get me back, but you didn't. You chose to live your life without me.

This time, I will no longer chase you. I won't bother you anymore. I'll give you your freedom. I will give myself time to recover from this disaster. I will now listen to what my mind says, that once is enough in sacrificing everything and anything for your love, twice is too much.

Thank you for the broken heart because I've realized my worth, I realized that no matter how much love we give, if the person won't learn how to be contented, still we will only get broken hearted. Thank you for the broken heart because I can now smile through storm. Thank you for the broken heart because I am now braver than before.

There's so much things that I wanted to thank you, but for now, thank you for the broken heart.