Words Unspoken

The One That Got Away

I once met this guy when we were both in high school. We didn't knew we were classmates until we had our formal seatplan. I really didn't imagine myself with him. But destiny did its work, we became friends and he is my closest friend back then. I don't know how did it happen but I am so comfortable with him - I share stories of my past and present to him and even seek advice.

We both didn't know what happen, we just woke up one morning telling each other I love you. At first, I was so hesitant because I am not sure if his feelings are true but he was so persitent. He really pushed himself even though I did all the ways to distant myself.

Months passed by, he is not what I thought he is. I really feel that he has still feelings for his past love but decided to stay with me because no matter what happen, I will not walk out of his life.

Before he decided to not to talk to me for some unknown reason, we were so happy. The feeling is just priceless. He even told me you're afraid to lose me. But my fairytale dream is bound to end because I have to face the reality - he overcome his fear and lose me.

He broke up with me because of the reasons you alone can answer. We really didn't have our closure. We didn't talk about what happened between us. He walk away without explaining why he wanted to live his life without me.

Maybe in another time, we can be together when we are better for each other.