Avengers: Reader Inserts

Abuse Part 1 ~ Logan Howlett x Reader

Warnings: abuse (mental, physical, emotional), rape, injuries, triggers

Notes: Seriously, do not read if this will trigger you. You are in charge of what you consume. This will be split into 2 parts.

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You weren't a mutant, but you did work at Xavier's School for Gifted Youngsters. Charles recruited you to teach the primary-age students. It was unusual for a human to teach at the school, but Charles had heard that you had lost your teaching job due to standing up for a mutant student and believed you were a perfect addition to the school.

It was no surprise to Charles that you quickly formed a tight bond with many of the students and the staff. And that included the brooding history teacher, Logan. Logan hadn't given you the warmest welcome, questioning Charles' decision to bring a human on board, but it didn't take long for you to wear him down.

Being a teacher sometimes meant working past contract hours, meaning you didn't return home to your boyfriend. You had a room at the school, next to Logan's, that you would use on really late nights. But you did your best to get home to your boyfriend every night you reasonably could.

You and your boyfriend, Josh, had been together for four years while you'd been working at the school for a year. The two of you have been living together for three years. Josh was there when you graduated from university and started your first teaching job, cheering you on. But slowly, your cheerleader turned into your worst nightmare. It started with verbal and emotional abuse, always putting you down for every little thing. The physical abuse started when you lost your job. Josh was anti-mutants and thought it was ridiculous for you to stand up for one. He slapped you for the first time that night.

It became a regular routine that if you were home too late for Josh's liking, you would get a stern beating. At first, you had become an expert at hiding the scratches and bruises. But as the abuse continued, it started to wear you down. Those at the mansion began to notice little things, especially the fact that you weren't as easily happy and smiley as you once were.

Logan noticed something was up almost as soon as he met you. Your smiles and laughter didn't quite reach your eyes. You were clearly fooling everyone but not him. The first few weeks of your arrival, Logan tried to observe you. You would try to make small talk with him in the hallways and in the faculty room, but he would simply grunt in response. He listened in on conversations that you had with others, quickly learning that you lived with your boyfriend Josh. He noticed that your heartbeat would quicken in a way he didn't like when you talked about Josh. It was more fear than love, making him concerned. There was also the fact that no one had ever met the man.

One night, Logan saw you still in your classroom. It was late, but he wasn't sure you realized it.

"You spendin' the night?" He asked, leaning against the doorway.

Your eyes snapped to the clock. "Shit," you muttered. You quickly began stuffing papers into your backpack. "It's late."

"Too late for the bus that you usually catch."

"Shit," you repeated.

"Just stay the night. There's a room next to mine that you've barely used."

"I can't." You shook your head. Logan could sense your anxiety rising. "I need to go."

"Do you think that's—"

"I can't stay!"

Your outburst took Logan back. "Okay... then need a ride?"

"No. I—I can walk."

Logan scoffed. "It's a fifteen-minute drive, but that doesn't mean it's a quick walk." He pushed himself off the doorframe and headed for you. "Let me take you."