The First Step

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~Ali Pov~

Why is it everyone always thinks it's easy to be the little sister to Tim Shepard. I can't tell you how many times people tell me how lucky I am to have him as a brother. What they don't know is Tim isn't different at home. What you see is Tim the hard ass who will literally punish anyone who goes against him and that includes his own siblings.

Angela always seems to find away to keep Tim off her back and Curly well let me tell you at other brother of mine is as bad as Tim and I'm older than him yet he still seems to think he has control over me and in a way he does as he likes to rat me out to Tim a lot.

I take a deep breath as I look at Angela as she walks into the room we share in the one story two bedroom house. Tim and Curly share the room across the hall. I watch her as she limps and mumbles about stupid Tim spanking her and making her embarrassed in front of her friends.

"Angela please don't be to loud, if Tim hears you." I beg my sister with soft eyes as Tim isn't exactly nice especially when his siblings are acting up. I timidly get out the bed. "I'm gonna go to the diner Ange if you wanna join me?" I ask my sister and jump out my skin when someone clears their throat at our bedroom door and my eyes look up meeting our older brother Tims.

"Who said you were going anywhere today?" I look at him shocked. "Tim you can't be serious?" I ask him as he is telling me I can't leave the house. "You aren't leaving this house unless you wanna have a hard time walking like her." He glares at me and my heart sinks. "Come on this is bullshit." I mumble and instantly look up at Tim as he towers over me when he grabs my face, I whimper. "Say that to my face little sister." He scolds me and I feel my heart sinks. "You aren't to leave this house today, do I make myself clear?" He asks in a threatening tone and I look over at Angela who is just looking at me with pleading eyes. "Yes sir." I mumble under my breath.

He nods before leaving the room the door is still open when he does. "I don't understand why he is always ordering us around?" I ask Angela who looks at me sympathetically. "You know all men do it especially hoods sister." She tells me and my heart breaks more.

"Does Byron do this with you?" I ask her and she gets tense and then nods. My sister didn't want to admit a man is controlling her life but in Tulsa all men are running around in charge in some way. I look at the hallway and see Curly standing there staring me down. "You better obey Tim Ali I don't want to hear you left this house I may be younger and Tim may scare you more but I can also punish you.

I watch Curly and roll my eyes as he doesn't scare me in the slightest. "Whatever Curly." I say to him and grab myself clothes and get dressed for the day before walking out the room I share with Angela and going down the hallway to the kitchen seeing Tim sitting at the table with the paper in his hands and the second he makes eye contact with me I feel small and look down at the floor as I sit at the table.

Curly is sitting by Tim and Angela walks down with a limp and I wince at the idea of Tim spanking me like he did her. I look at Curly and he is smirking having heard my wince at how Ange is walking. "I have gang business today, Curly will be with me." He looks at me when he's speaking making my face heat up and I stare at my bowl that Angela places in front of me making me smile at her.

"Does that mean Angela can't go see Byron today?" I ask Tim almost hopeful but his dark look just sends chills down my spine. "She is being dropped off there first her boyfriend needs to know what she is doing. "So it's me you are punishing by not letting me out of the house." I scoff a bit and then look at the door way but Curly kicks me under the table making me wince whine in pain. "You haven't seen punishment yet little sister, keep talking back and acting up and you'll see what I really do for punishment." My eyes go huge as I'm scared of what he means by that.

After breakfast I watch Curly and Tim get ready and wait for Angela who looks scared and nervous. I get up and watch them all and before they leave Tim stares me down and with a cold warning reminds me. "Leave this house and you'll face my belt." His words hit me hard. I definitely don't want to taste Tim's belt across my ass.

I watch as my siblings leave me home alone and I know Tim wasn't kidding but something inside me wants to go out today so against my better judgement I grab my shoes they are old and tethered. I slip them on and just like that I go against big scary brother Tim and I hit the streets of Tulsa.

I think to myself as I walk the streets. I feel bad that I'm disobeying him and I know if he finds out my ass is grass but maybe he won't be home till late tonight. I head towards Bucks as I know if Tim does come home and start looking for me the Diner will be the first place he looks. When I walk inside Bucks it's empty no one is really around and I'm happy for that cause I just want to be alone.

I sit in my seat and take a beer from Buck who offers. "You look scared shitless kid what is going on?" Buck asks knowing my brother Tim. I know I can't be honest with him or he will find a way to get a hold of Tim. "Just a little stressed is all." I say softly and before I know it I'm 6 beers in and my world starts to sway a bit.

"Fuck I need to call her brother she can't be leaving here like this." I hear Buck tell someone and I fall over out of my chair into someone and my eyes look up and widen as I see the eyes of Dallas Winston staring down at me and he doesn't look impressed.

"Have you lost your mind kid Shepard?!" He growls at me clearly angry I am being stupid and rebellious like this. "Your Dally Winston why do you care." I whine as I sway. "I'll take her home call Tim and let him know." I whine as I hear my brother's name. "No you can't." I cry out a plea but it falls on deaf ears.

I watch as Dallas gets in the car after pushing me into the passenger seat. "You've lost your mind." I hear Dallas say as he knows my brother well. "Tim is gonna skin you alive for this." He comments not helping the building anxiety in me. "Don't take me home please." I beg tears falling my face. "Little girl, if you were my girl you wouldn't be walking right now getting wasted like that at this hour." He reprimands me and my chest tightens. His girl? Oh no no no. I couldn't handle a second Tim in my life but the look in Dallas Winston's eyes tell me I have no choice,  he has decided I'm his problem.

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