THUGGISH LOVE (Under Construction)

Chapter-20

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I was riding looking for a nice hotel far away from Jake. Truth is canine on by Fantasia I swear this song is explaining my feelings towards him.

I cried silently while singing along with the song

And all the feelings that I thought were gone
Came rushing back to me at once
Tried to smile and hide the way I felt
But I was thinking to myself
Truth is I never got over you
Truth is  Wish I was standing in her shoes
Truth is And when it's all said and done
Guess I'm still in love with you
Truth is I never should have let you go
Truth is And it's killing me cuz now I know
Truth is And when it's all said and done
Guess I'm still in love with you

Me and Jake hyaven't been a item in so long but that was really the only boy I gave my heart to. The only boy I could ever get "serious" with.

I didn't realize how much I needed him until I seen him all on that bitch. I thought he was feeling me like I was feeling him.

I finally pulled up to The Marriott hotel and I checked in. I booked the room for 2 weeks.

I need to go look for a house and get my shit together I quit my jobs and before I know it school gone be right around the corner.

I just need to relax and get some peace.

August😍😍: Safe flight?

Me: Yes I'm alive. ☺️ wryd?

August😍😍: chillin , Imy already girl how you do it?

This boy is crazy I thought while blushing.

Me: do what? 😩

August😍😍: 😂 nvm how everything been since you got home?

Me: hell 😒 but I'll talk text you when I wake up.

August😍😍: hope you feel better and aight goodnight Jessy.

Me: Goodnight Auggy 😘

I kind of like that nick name Jessy.
I was too stressed to do anything.
I just wanted to sleep.
and that's what I did.

YUNGIN POV

The whole time Amber was topping me off. I couldn't get Jessica out my head. Crazy right?

Soon as I busted a nut I left I know Amber gone be mad but shit I ain't feeling her like I used to.

I got home and threw on some bake chicken and fries a nigga got to eat.

I decided to text Jessica.

Me: Safe flight?

Jessica 😛😍: Yes I'm alive. ☺️ wryd?

Me: chillin , Imy already girl how you do it?

Jessica 😛😍: do what? 😩

She knew what I was talking about.

Me: 😂 nvm how everything been since you got home?

Jessica 😛😍: hell 😒 but I'll talk text you when I wake up.

Damn I really wanted to talk to her she curved a nigga quick asf.

Me: hope you feel better and aight goodnight Jessy.