The sound of crying. I know it all too well. It's a sound that lingers in the corners of my memory like a forgotten song, echoing at the edge of some distant place I can almost recall. But this time, there's something different. A note of relief mixes with the sorrow.
I try to open my eyes, but they feel impossibly heavy, sealed shut by a force I can't quite understand. My mind drifts in a dark, misty haze, and suddenly... there's a voice. Clear and soft, yet somehow firm, as though it's anchored in something unbreakable. "Haki?" The voice calls to me, reverberating through the fog. That gentle and resolute voice pierces the shadows.
Haki. That's right. My name is Haki.
The light begins to seep through my eyelids, warm and unrelenting, slowly drawing me up from the depths. I struggle, feeling as if I'm climbing out of a well that has kept me under for far too long. As I rise toward the light, fragments of memories flit around me, each one slipping away before I can fully grasp it. Laughter from unfamiliar faces around a table... stars floating around me... the warmth of someone's hand. But everything fades the moment I reach for it.
Finally, with a painful slowness, my eyes open, and the blurry world around me begins to take shape. Faces loom over me, blurred and unfamiliar at first, but then, one by one, they grow distinct, each one carrying an expression of relief and disbelief, as if they've seen a ghost return. I blink, fighting to bring the images into focus. To my right is a woman. Her hair, shoulder-length and a soft chestnut, frames a face pale with worry and marked by the traces of time. Her blue blouse contrasts sharply with the whiteness of her skin, the deep sapphire tone somehow grounding me, reminding me of something alive and vibrant. And then it hits me---this woman is my mother. "Mom?" I whisper, the word cracking, my voice having rusted from what had seem to be years of disuse. Her lips tremble, and fresh tears spill over, tracking dark lines down her cheeks, her smudged mascara marking her anguish and relief.
At the foot of my bed, I see another figure---an older man with an expression that hovers somewhere between strength and vulnerability. His face has the rough-hewn features of a man who's seen and weathered much, a combination of fierce and gentle. It's hard to put into words, but somehow, he almost looks like a tiger with that intense gaze. And I know him. "Hi... Dad," I manage to say, each syllable feeling like a small victory over the silence that has swallowed me for so long. He nods, his mouth a thin line as if fighting to hold back a flood of emotion, but the redness in his eyes betrays the struggle, showing me just how deeply he's been holding on.
Slowly, the full picture of my surroundings becomes clearer. The room is a sea of sterile white, from the pale walls to the washed-out bedding and the sharp scent of antiseptic filling my senses. A medical monitor hums nearby, punctuated by the steady beep that echoes my own heartbeat. I look down, noticing the thin plastic tubes connected to my arms, the IV line above me feeding some unknown liquid into my veins, sustaining me.
Then, I turn to my left. She's there, a presence that feels both familiar and achingly distant, like a dream that I thought had faded into nothingness. She looks at me, and in that moment, I feel the dam break. Every memory I had held onto, every touch and laugh we shared, comes rushing back. I try to speak, but my throat tightens, the words catching on a knot of emotion too large to express.
Before I can manage a sound, she reaches out, her hands soft but grounding, like the earth itself. Her fingers trace my cheek, a warmth that cuts through the lingering numbness. She's so close, her scent---something floral, delicate but resilient---fills my senses. I've missed her, though I can't remember for how long. Her touch brings me fully into this moment, wiping away the tears that have started to flow uncontrollably down my face.
"Welcome home," she whispers, her voice breaking, yet somehow steady. She's speaking to the person I was, and the person she hopes I still am.
And yet, in her gaze, I can see the change---the echoes of her own battles and sacrifices, a story written in shadows and light across her face. I want to tell her I'm sorry for the time that I've lost, the hurt I must have caused. But the words won't come.
Instead, fragments of something else flicker behind my closed eyes. Another place, one filled with shadows and echoes, an emptiness that seems to pulse with life. A young man's face swims to the surface, his features stained with blood, his gaze full of sadness and hurt. I hear my own voice, soft but unwavering: "You're going to be alright... You're the main character..." And then I remember the sensation of sinking, of falling into a darkness colder than anything I'd ever known, and the last shred of warmth slipping away from my soul.
The memory fades, and I'm left in the hospital room, surrounded by the people who mean the world to me.
In the silence that follows, I feel something stir deep within. A quiet knowing, like a whisper from that other world I was in. The realization is hazy but unavoidable: I didn't come back from that darkness alone. Something followed me, or perhaps, something guided me back. And as I sit here, feeling the love and relief radiating from my family, I can't shake the feeling that I'm not the same person who left them. There's something new within me, a presence, a sense of purpose I don't fully understand yet.
My mother's fingers grip mine tightly, as if afraid I might vanish if she lets go. My father stands resolute, silently promising that he'll hold me up if I falter. And to my left, she stays close, her hand never leaving my face, her eyes never leaving mine.
Immediately, I see it. A red string attached from her wrist to mine and I knew exactly what had happened. Something had taken me, my soul. Wherever I was before, it was somewhere that I did not belong. And the only way that I had return must be due to someone having called back my soul. Suddenly, I feel a overwhelming force all around me, weighing me down from above. I start to see figures of shadows all around me, faceless, and then the red string that was attached to me snaps. I began to shake uncontrollably, feeling a need to...to jump. My father rushes for a nurse as my mother cries frantically. She stays nearby though, gripping to my hand tighter, and puts her forehead to mine. I can feel the sensation of that need to jump fading as she whispers to me, "It's alright. It'll be alright."
---Then, everything went red.
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Spirits Among Us
FantasiTBA. A work in progress. I've always wanted to try writing and this story has been stuck in my head for years.