Where families Meet KTH FF

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So yup, here I am again...
It's 7:00 AM, and surprisingly I am awake.. why not? I slept at 10 yesterday which was odd for me.. anyway, let's start with the familiar intro of mine.
Dear Diary,
Today, I tried a drink. Well after hearing about my sister crazy relationship with some guy for whole freaking 5 years, I deserve a red dashing wine as a drink but let's not go that deep... I tried a drink called as 'fennel drink' basically, I soaked some fennel seeds in water overnight and strained them 10 mins ago before drinking it... those 10 mins were the most dreadful moment of my life, and the reason is maybe because it tasted like nothing but SHIT, LIKE EWW, WHAT THE FUCK DID I JUST DRANK??? My breath still stinks of that shit, my burps are making me feel nauseated... Few days ago I search for that drink which gave plenty of cures for my texturised and inflamed skin which need to be fix.. so stepping on a glow up phrase I decided to try on, as a first step.....

I think I have to give up... Cause no way my throat can get that shit on again. Other than that, I got nothing to say anymore.. let's update you to a freshly created news I will receive today either from my family or my bitch.
Well, be prepared, things can be pointed on my traumatizing past as well *wink* hahah..
Bye-

I slam my diary shut, threw it under the drawer, pull up my comforter and look at the clock with my drowsy eyes.. no one is awake and I am no more a student who have to wake-up early so yeah... Goodnight y'all. And don't you dare question on my productivity, I legit wrote my journal even though I am going to sleep the coming moment.. my body still needs some rest. See you all after some few hours.

...............

"So there's this thing which is bothering you, and you can't seems to tell!!" I stopped munching on my bread butter, looking up at the tension between my mom and Ana who seems to be having personal grudges... Anna seems like she shit her pants.."Did you finally got knocked with senses and left that jungcock guy-
"For God sake, he is JUNGKOOK, and NO, it's something else." I scoff at her and continued on my breakfast! "Then what is it Anna?" Mom sighed for the nth time.. I can't help but to feel jealous on peak, This two guys are getting along so well, the way they being so casual with taking matter of her having a boyfriend while I am sitting at the corner.
"Mom, I told Jungkook about you all, and he talk about..well... Meeting our families together -

"NO WAY!" I stood up abruptly and glare at her... I craned my neck towards mom who frowned at the whole situation. "Mom, Do you see what this means? Anna, listen carefully.. you are not exaggerating this relationship!"

"But Sarah, what's the problem with it-...
I cut off her words and shook my head.. my heart just doesn't want to... Even though I hate this alien from the depth of my heart, I can't let some random guy be a part of her life.. as I was about to give an explanation, someone stopped me.. and you guys won't believe it was my own mom.
"I don't see any problem here."
"Mom what?" I look at her in disbelief... Did she really said that? "Are you fine with their decision?" In return, she look at me nonchalant.

"I mean... If the invitation is coming from his family, we are no one to decline.. who knows, They would end up marrying-
"THAT'S WHAT I DON'T WANT!!"

Oh My God, my family has gone crazy.. Anna stood up in defense and look at me angrily.
"Mom! Why don't you teach your daughter to not meddle in my life?"
"Excuse me?" I step infront glaring at her.. my finger automatically rose up to point at her..."you are not allowed to bring any boy here.. Do you even know the meaning of Love, Whatever things you are experiencing are just freaking hormones-
"When you never been into a relationship then shut up!"

I freeze on my place hearing the harsh reply from my own sister.. I turn my head to mom who seems to be careless for everything happening here... I push my hand on my waist and scoff loudly.
"When I was at her age, you used to be on my nerves and would have told me to not even look at any guy! And here when your daughter is litteraly presenting her boyfriend of 5 years long without telling you, you don't have any problem with that?"

"Back then I was just cautious because of how things were messed up, we were raw when you were at that age, that's why we always stopped you, but now our mind is already learned with lessons plus, Anna is matured enough to find someone and the fact that they manage to long last their relationship, I litteraly have no doubt, plus no boy would talk about meeting their families if he wasn't serious about it! I think I would be really happy if they end up together."

"This. Is. Not. Fair." Tears sting on my eyes..not because of the situation but out of peak jealousy and helplessness..
I didn't let my tears flow... Instead I sucked up on my breath..."do whatever you guys want!"  I harshly spat out
"We don't even want your opinion." Anna scoff..
I breath out heavily and nodded before turning my step..
It's not fair.. it's NOT fair.. I was behind the walls all the time, I never experienced a single moment of my life whereas my sister is allowed to do everything...
I storm towards my room slamming the door shut before letting my tears flow...
"They always do t-this." My voice unknowingly cracked in the end.
It's true.. they always have stopped me to do anything in life, criticized me on my habits, They mentally tortured me throughout the year.
They say that First borns aren't raised up by parents but both of them raise each other. That is why, when Anna born, they were more experienced and handled things smoothly on her case.
I have always been a testament.

Respect? There is no respect for me in this house.. Mom never spoke up when Anna states harsh replies leading her to be the most ill-mannered girl. And what sucks more is that when my own sister taunts me for being boring and never having a boy in my life.

I harshly wipe my tears and scoff.."relationships are shits anyway." I don't need anyone to define me. Not even Anna or mom. Tying my hair in a fresh ponytail, I walk downstairs and heard mom talking with someone over phone while laughing loudly... I divert my gaze towards them, Anna was smiling, and mom seems happy.

I ignored them and step out from the house before getting on my cycle. The escape from my misery. I have some money inside my pocket which can be used to get some snacks. Without caring to tell them, I stride off to a long ride..

"As if they would care." I roll my eyes and let myself grin..
Let's not be stressed over useless things...

.................

"H-hello aunty!" I cracked a nervous smile at the woman whose Jaw was dropped..
"Sarah??? How..are you here-

"Mom who came-...

"AVA!!!" I screamed happily
"SARAH, OMG!!!" I run inside as we both tightly hugged each other...

"HOW COME YOU ARE HERE???"

"Sarah? Did someone came with you? Or did you come alone?" I giggled and sling one of my hand around my bestie shoulder before turning to her mom..."sorry aunty, I just can't live without my bestie so I came all the way!"
"It's a 30 min way from your house for God sake Sarah." Her mom gasped in disbelief. I laugh out..."it's okay aunty! I will leave at evening."
"Ofcourse that's not the case dear! You are always welcome here...but you shouldn't have come alone...do your mom know this?"
"Let me just tell her!"
"SARAH??!"

Both me and Ava laugh loudly as I took my phone out, we both head to her room leaving her mom stand in disbelief...aunty is casual, she tends to be too dramatic sometimes, I just love her and her delicious food..

Plopping on my bitch's bed, I saw Ava slam the door shut and turn around with a smirk..."on your fours now babygirl!"
"Oh yes Mommy-

"SARAH!!" I burst out in laughter when she jump on me hugging! Told ya, our 15 km distance made us really close when we are together..
"But seriously though bitch, you didn't even tell me you were coming, did something happened at house again??" I sighed and look at her with a sad frowned...
"Is it about aunty again?" She asked
"Things are just messed up really bad Ava!"
"I am bringing up cokes and chips and then we gonna discuss..!"

I nodded and grin lazily as she went out! I exhaled loudly and sprawled on her bed sighing heavily... I find peace here... Ava is my comfort place and I needed this for my fucked up mentality.

I am just gonna spill everything to her...

TBC