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OKAY, I LIKE OR I DONT KNOW I guess you could say I find Amara really attractive and if she wouldn't have a boyfriend.
Wait, I couldn't give two shits if she has a boyfriend or not. If she wasn't my bestfriends sister I would have one hundred percent made a move on her.
I know, I know it's wrong to even think that. I just can't help it. Sometimes when it's just me and her I can't help but think, what her lips feel like.
I think Rafes a lucky man. But he doesn't deserve her at all! When I found out about them. I was pissed not because I thought she was pretty, but because she was always quiet.
And very innocent, but after she started dating Rafe that changed. She had a whole new attitude, and started wearing more revealing clothing, and she didn't wear hardly any makeup.
I hate the person he changed her into.
Then whenever she "flirts" with me, it does damage. Either she has me bricked up, or I just get jealous cause rafe gets to have her.
But knowing she's still a virgin settled ease within me, I had no idea why. I guess just knowing she had some what of her innocence left made me feel like before she dated Rafe.
Or whenever he's around her whole mood shifts, she hardly talks to us, for one, then she gets all weird. Like she becomes rude to those around her
And that's not how she is.
The other day when she moaned my name because of how drunk she was, it had me turned on so much. Like man I went home and yanked one out because of her!
I try to shake the feelings off, but it's hard man, really hard. It's not like I like her. She's just attractive.
I let out a sigh as I sit on the dock, doing whatever to keep my mind busy. Which clearly isn't working.
I walk towards the house, and hear Amara shouting. I enter the house and see her in the kitchen with her phone up to ear.
"No Rafe! What is going on with you!" She shouts looking at me before stomping off to her room slamming the door. Before her shouting continues.
John B walks out his room with a confused look on his face he whistled "Wow, trouble in paradise would've never thought" sarcasm radiates off his voice making me snicker.
"He's been a slight dick recently" I state plopping into the pull out bed.
John B just straightens his lips as he nods. All of a sudden Amara emerges from her room grabbing the keys to the Twinkie before saying "I'll be back" slamming the door.
"What's with her and slamming doors today?" I question "No clue man"
"I don't even see what she sees in him, I mean the dudes a total dickhead" I grumble. Trying to calm myself down knowing I could get myself worked up over it.
"Dude if I knew I would tell you." John B groans as he walks back to his room.
Well diggity dog what's in the air today. Everyone is all in a pissy mood.
I just roll my eyes, taking off the red cap I have on over my hair. Leaning back onto the bed. I pull out my phone and go to my contact list
'Yo u good?' I text Amara. She opens my text within seconds replying with only a thumbs up emoji.
I roll my eyes knowing I'll get whatever happened between them outta her. Just gotta use my handy dandy charm.
I really honestly need to get a good fuck in. And maybe I'll stop thinking about her as much as I do. Or maybe not. Okay bro what's going on with me.
