𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒 | JJ Maybank

𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐊𝐈𝐒𝐒 𝐎𝐅 𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐔𝐒

"𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗄𝗂𝗌𝗌 𝗈𝖿 𝗏𝖾𝗇𝗎𝗌
𝗁𝖺𝗌 𝗆𝖾 𝗈𝗇 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗀𝗈"

"COME ON GUYS!" Kiara yells causing me to open the door to my room. I had on an orange tube top, with denim black shorts. With my white bikini underneath

"Y'all ready?" She asks as the rest of the gang was already in the living room waiting. I just nod my head yes.

We take off to the boat we had parked down by the dock.

Everyone gets into the boat. JJ grabs my hands helping me onto it. "I brought juice boxes" Kierra winks, causing me too giggle "Thank god"

JJ is quick to open it grabbing a beer. John B begins driving the boat.

I look at Kierra who's pulling her shirt over her head leaving her in her bikini, I decide to do the same. I take my top, and shorts off. My bathing suit is really revealing.

The bottoms show my whole ass. I feel a pair of eyes on me, causing my head to snap my head in the direction JJ is. And there he is. Staring at my ass.

"Hey, eyes up!" I grin pointing to my face. "As if" he acts offended. Causing me to turn my head rolling my eyes. I grab a beer from the cooler cracking the lid off.

Taking a sip. "Is that Rafe?" Kierra asks. I snap my head in the direction she's talking. There he is. Sitting on his family's boat, with his friends, and some girl I don't know. She's really pretty though.

And there sitting next to each other. My breath hitches. He doesn't even realize Im looking at him. I haven't talked to him since our fight yesterday.

"Dude, what happened with you and Rafe" JJ asks causing my gaze to turn to him. "Uh, I don't know. He just got mad at me" I sigh taking a seat next Kierra. "About?" "It's not important" I state wanting the top to disappear.

JJ just looks away adjusting his sun glasses. I chug my beer hoping to get a buzz from it quickly. "Hey, Jayj you got a joint?" I ask

"Duhhh" he smirks pulling it out of his shorts pocket. I smirk standing up walking towards him. He pulls a light out as well lighting the end. Breathing the joint in. The air begins to smells of weed.

He takes another puff before handing it over to me. I put it between my fingers bringing it to my lips. Inhaling the substance. I look at JJ as I do so, and he's staring at me right back.

I exhale the smoke causing a cloud to leave my mouth. I bring it to my lips again, but inhale longer.

This time I cough, causing JJ to smirk. "Be careful don't wanna get to high princess" he states grabbing it from me.

That's new. Usually it's Pogue princess, but this time it's just princess.

I sit again next to Kie, feeling the high. Everything feels peaceful. And I love it. Me and JJ continue to pass the joint around. The more hits I take the higher I become.

My eyes slim, I can tell they're red. "Jesus, your stoned!" JJ laughs causing me to giggle. "Nuh uh"

I look at JB, he's busy talking to pope, and Kierra? "Hey when did Kie going over there" I question looking at JJ with my eyes borrowed. He just laughs "Your a goner"

I playfully slap his chest. "Do you ever just like.. I don't know. Miss being young or just me?" I ask "No, not really. I have more freedom now" he responds.

"I lowkey just miss who I was before dating Rafe" I sigh. "Why do you say that?" JJ questions "I don't know, I just miss not having to walk on egg shells around him. Like with you he like totally freaks seeing me with you. He always says JJ likes you" i mimic his voice to the best of my ability.

I look at JJ who looks almost flushed, or nervous. "Yeah, that's really weird" JJ says.

"Do you wanna get in the water with me?" I ask and he nods his head. I walk to the edge of the boat. Diving into the water.

The waters cold, but not as cold as the other night, I can feel the water move knowing JJ jumped in.

I go up for air. The boat lays rested in front of me. The music Kierra was playing filled my ears. Once again.

Soon JJ pops his head out of the water. "It's freezing" he laughs I shrug my shoulders, not sure he can even see.

I look at JJ as he stares at me. Something turned in my stomach. Almost like butterflies. I know I shouldn't. But it's like I can't help it

I break eye contact. Not trying to get caught up, knowing I have a boyfriend

I splash JJ with water. He stares at me for a minute before splashing water in my direction ten times harder than I did.

"You cunt" I laugh causing him to as well. I swim towards the boat using the best of my ability to get up.

I feel hands on my ass as JJ helps pushing me onto the boat. "Hey, no touching my ass!" I turn around staring at him as he's still in the water. "I was only helping" He rolls his eyes grabbing the side of the boat pulling himself onto it.

I grab another beer from the cooler, I look at my friends and brother as they all play around, and joke.

Part of me hates myself for always ditching them for Rafe, but I know he'll get upset if I don't.

Rafes been getting more controlling recently. It's almost hard to have a conversation with him. Without him getting pissed about something.

The other day when I went to his house while we were fighting. He didn't let me come in. He made us talk outside which is strange.

I left shortly after, realizing it did me no good going there.

But enough thinking about Rafe, I'm gonna enjoy my time with my friends...

Tbhhh I didn't know what to write so I came up with this 💋