It was always you

Part 1

I woke up like any day to go to work I always passed by my coffee like every morning and this time I decided to take one for Tim but when I arrived I could notice that he was accompanied by a blonde both laughed wearing a big smile but I tried not to think badly. I tried to ignore my feelings towards Tim and more because he was my T.O and I knew that this could not happen that it was forbidden because I was his newbie but.. but I love him so much, next to him I feel protected, safe, the way he smiles with my jokes that I say because I know he loves my madness even though I drive him crazy because I talk a lot ... I took a deep breath and continued on my way I wanted to think that I was just a friend or someone thanking him for a favor

Good morning chen - Tim tells her but she doesn’t hear him she was still stuck in her thoughts - officer chen

Q..that - she came out of her bubble quickly realizing that Tim was by her side - lieutenant didn’t hear him

Are you okay? I’ve been talking to you but you haven’t heard me - said the worried

Yes, it’s just that I’ve had some things in my head - she lies - I brought you this coffee as you like

Aww thank you very much - said Tim surprised - now go change I’ll see you on the list

She nods and is going to change... that day Genny accompanied them on the patrol lucy tried to get information about how Tim was as a child but he didn’t allow it and at times he got angry

That’s why you’re single for renegon - exclaimed his sister - that hope of seeing my brother get married, have children will never happen because he’s alone

To clarify I’m not alone - Tim indicated, Lucy’s heart fell when she heard those words that she was not alone

Are you in a relationship? Since when - ask Lucy trying not to sound nervous

Yes, I’ve been in a relationship for a couple of weeks and she’s a great girl - he replied smiling

We arrived at the station in silence, I went to do the paperwork feeling how my eyes filled with tears when I remembered that Tim had a girlfriend .. that I had to see him with someone else and that killed her inside .. it was not the first time I saw him with a girlfriend but this time it was different, this time it hurt too much ... I took a deep breath and I went to the bathroom barely between the tears fell non-stop down my cheeks I began to sob in silence.

Because because - she exclaimed crying to herself, my cell phone began to vibrate I saw that it was Harper saying that she needed me. I took a deep breath drying my tears and left the bathroom heading to her who was with Tim and Angela

Chen You ok - Tim asked when I saw her with swollen red eyes

Yes, everything is fine, Sargent - she says forcing a smile - tell me Harper I saw your message so I’m good

It had been three weeks every day I was more distant to Tim I needed to get away from him .. we were on the list but I still didn’t hear what they said

Officer chen - scream grey serious but at the same time worried - something I want to say to the rest of what I just indicated

I..I.. I’m sorry I wasn’t aware - Chen whispered, Tim saw her from afar worried about her Chen had moved away from him

What’s wrong with your newbie -  ask Nyla

I don’t know - sigh - it’s been weird for days, cutting, in the patrol for quiet .. before she didn’t stop talking and I miss that

Sergeant Grey - Lucy stopped him - do you think I can go with Detective Harper or be at the desk with Detective Lopez please.

Everyone was surprised with Chen’s order but especially Bradford who didn’t expect that order from his newbie.