The Bad Boy and The chubby girl

Chapter 22

Do what you love. And fuck everything else. Love who you want to love. And fuck their opinions. Fuck their criticisms.
You deserve to live your life the way you want to live it.
Chase who you want. Be who you want. Dress how you want. Speak what's in your heart. Worship what you believe in. And be kind to others. And fuck everything else. Fuck the drama. The pain. The hate. The media manipulation. Fuck that. Life is too short to die wishing you had done a little more.
-R.M Drake

I started to see city lights slowly fading away from the car window meanwhile robin was talking about something in the background but my thoughts were on that night when I was on my floor begging and praying to god let me out of that darkness. Seeing my dad in that state reminded me of the night when my world came crumbling down to pieces and I lost my purpose of living.

Robin slowly nudged me and then I realized that the car had stopped he passed me his jacket from the back and kept staring at me. I looked at him and said laughingly," I don't think the jacket will fit me.... look at our size difference." He replied,' It's the oversized design I specifically thought of you when I bought this jacket so you can have your moment of I am wearing my boyfriend hoodie and I look cool on that jacket so win-win." um...boyfriend...moment... who? us. I replied sarcastically, " OMG!!!! Thank you so much. I am so honored to finally have my dream of wearing oversized clothes of a skinny man come true." He pouted and murmured," I am not skinny. I am well built." Gosh!! He looks so cute when he pouts makes me want to squeeze his cheeks. He snapped me back to reality when i realized he was opening the door for me and gush of cold wind hit my face. I started to put his jacket on but i was struggling to put the zippers up when he slowly took over the zipper chain from my hand and started to do it which in my surprise it only took him seconds to do it. The jacket looked oversized to me so i honestly started to wonder maybe he really got this jacket thinking of me. The jacket had a mix smell of his cologne and cigarettes which made me feel like i am hugging him. He held my hands as we slowly made our way to a park which looked like an ordinary park. We walked for few minutes while my attention was all on how his hands warmth was spreading all over me. All of a sudden he came to halt stop and looked at me I glanced over and saw a fence and it looked like a ground on the other side like a picnic spot.I was wondering what are we doing here and just thinking why we are looking at the fence when he grinned at me and jumped over the fence. I am just there mouth wide open looking at him and he is looking at me.
"You can't be serious. I am not going to jump over a fence Robin," I said in a firm tone. Robin slowly looks over me with those puppy eyes and says," I promise it's going to be worth the jump pretty please." Ughhh damn him and those puppy eyes. Well what can i say i am a sucker for good looking boys. I jumped over the fence and we slowly made our way to the end of the ground and i came to a halt when i saw the view infront of me. I could see the whole city full of lights and it looked so beautiful that I could just stare at it quietly. He slowly nudged me to sit down and he started saying," Chubs, I know whatever you are going through right now is something i can say that i understand but i don't really because you only know the pain of whatever you are going through right now and no one even the person who has gone through the things you are going through right now will be able to understand because everyone feels differently. I always come here when i am overwhelmed. This is my comfort place and i brought you here hoping it could give you some comfort like it always does to me. Some days it can feel like the whole world is against us and coming here makes me realize how small we are and how big the world is and that there are million of people who might be going through worse than us but they are still fighting through it and that gives me the courage to keep me going on. "

I didn't said anything back but i hugged him and I know he understood me without the words being spoken. He held me while i cried my heart out there. I miss you mom.

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