Guilty One Shots

The Journal

All the kids were spending the day with Lisa so Chris and I could get some much needed cleaning and purging done of boxes in the garage.

"Have we even done this since we got married?" I asked and Chris chuckled.

"I want to say yes but I feel like I would be wrong." Chris said and I sighed as we grabbed some boxes from the shelf and I started going through it.

"Chris, look!" I squealed as I showed him the portfolio of the Guilty photoshoot photos and the ones we took with Bianca. Chris was looking over my shoulder and I smiled.

Chris then leaned down and gently bit my neck and I squealed.

"You want to relive that photoshoot or something?" I giggled knowing he did the same during the photoshoot and he shrugged.

"Wouldn't mind reliving what happened in the dressing room." Chris said and I laughed and pushed him away gently.

"We clean the garage and then we can shower together after." I smiled and Chris leaned in and passionately kissed me.

We kept going through boxes actually getting rid of a lot of stuff.

I got to box of baby clothes and looked at Chris, "I think we can donate all of these." I smiled and Chris nodded.

"Well seeing as I got fixed and you said the baby making factory was shut down..." Chris trailed off.

"Well first of all you could get yours reversed but yes baby making factory is closed." I smiled and Chris winked at me.

We continued to go through some boxes and Chris finally reached the back of one of the shelves and pulled a box out.

"Tahoe...I thought I went through all the Tahoe boxes." I said seeing the writing on the side.

"I miss that house." Chris said and I nodded.

"Me too." I said. I opened the box and sighed seeing the stuff.

"Oh my god. It's Bianca's baby stuff that Jeremy kept at his place. I didn't even know I had this box." I said and Chris stood with me as I started taking everything out. There was a baby blanket, stuffed animals and tons of photo albums.

I pulled the last thing from the box and gave a small gasp.

"I forgot about this..." I said.

"I didn't." Chris answered and I just looked at him confused.

"How did you know about this? It was my personal journal."

"Remember when I came to see you after I found out about Bianca? Well I ended up staying with Jeremy and before I went to bed he brought this box into me. I read through the journal." Chris admitted.

"Chris...it was private!" I said and he groaned.

"I know but Jeremy thought it would do some good for me to read it to see what you went through." Chris said and then walked behind me, wrapping his arms around my midsection, pulling me close to him.

"I haven't read this in so long..." I said flipping through the pages.

"You going to?" Chris asked.

I nodded, "I think so...maybe even let Bianca read some..." I trailed off.

"You want Bianca to see what you went through?" Chris asked shock. I turn in his grip.

"The other night I checked on her when I put the younger kids to bed. She was on her tablet. Chris, she remembers some of her life, especially after you came in. She was looking up your career online. She is getting to the age Chris that she is asking questions. She knows that we weren't together when she was born but she wants to know why. This could help me explain it to her." I explained and Chris sighed.