Alex's Pov
"Who are you, how do you know my name?" I say as Ashton and I walk upstairs.
"Hi, I'm Ashton. I'm dead. Wanna hook up?" He says.
"Not up for it right now." I say. "How do you know my name?" I ask.
"Your brother said it." He says.
"Oh. Was that you that I saw a few days ago? Out my window." I ask.
"Yes. Was it creepy?" He says grinning.
"Very." I say.
We talk for a few more hours and then he leaves.
I look at the clock. 11:28. I walk into my bathroom and look in the mirror. I see a figure sit down on my bed. I pick up my hot curling iron, willing to shove it down anyone's throat if necessary.
"What's that for?" I hear a familiar voice.
I turn around. "God Dammit Ashton what the fuck?!" I say putting the curling iron down. "What?" He says sitting on the railing of my bed. "Don't do that." I say. "Were you scared?" He asked smirking. "No. I'm not afraid of anything." I say sitting on my bed. "Hmm... I can make you scared if I wanted to." He says smirking. "Yeah right." I say. "Why are you here anyway Ashton?" He acts like he's thinking. "Because I don't want to go home. Why are you here?" He asks smiling. "I live here." I say blandly.
"So, what are you afraid of?" I ask, pulling out my drawing pad.
"Rejection." He says.
"That's it?" I say sitting up. He moves to where he's sitting in front of me.
"Yeah. Can I see your drawings?" He asks.
I hand him the notepad.
"You like birds?" He asks.
I nod.
"I like birds too, they can fly away when things get too crazy." He says handing me back my journal.
"Never thought of it that way." I say.
"Get some sleep Alex." He says walking out of the room.
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My alarm clock went off. "EMILY GET UP." I yelled from my room. She got up, walked out of her room, walked into my room, and threw a pillow at me. "God. Someone's upset." I said as she walked out of my room. I got up and ran the water for a shower. I looked down and saw my razor. Why not? My life's fucked up anyway. It really can't get worse. I took a blade out and held it between my fingers. I took the blade and slit my wrist. Once, twice, three times, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine, ten. I took a shower and put long sleeves on.
I walked outside and walked to my school. I walked in the building and saw Ashton. I sat next to him. "Do you realize how hot it is outside?" He asks. "Yes." I responded, putting my stuff down. I felt a light tap on my shoulder. I turn around to see a dark haired boy standing behind me. "Can I help you?" I ask. "Why are you hanging out with this freak? He's a monster. He'll kill you girl." He says. "Did I ask for your opinion?" I ask. "No, but-" "Then fuck off."
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Dangerous
Fiksi Penggemar❝Somethings changed in you, towards me. You're distant, cold. don't know what I've done, but I'll leave you alone from now on, if that's what you want. Is that what you want? You know why I would leave you alone? Because I care about your feelings...