part 15: 'I just wanna be closer to him.'

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'''You're moving in with him!?'''

'I'm thinking about it.'

Yoru manifests herself before Asa, leaning on the nearest wall before kicking herself off of it and sitting next to her host on the edge of her bed.

'''Stupid decision. No reason for it. You don't need to split rent, and that will invade our privacy. Keep your own apartment.'''

'I know it's not too rational, and I'm not sure he'd accept it, but..'

'I just wanna be closer to him.'

'''You've known him for a month.'''

'I lost my virginity to him 2 days ago. If he'd do that for me, he'd let me move in.'

'''I planted those feelings so we could get attached to him! That was ME! I made you aroused so you'd fuck him! That was our trump card!'''

'I don't care what you did! I'm making my own decisions. You've lead me in circles for the half year I've been forced to share a body with you. Now that I'm making progress in my own life, you wanna cry and whine about it!?'

'''You're rushing things. You'll scare him off, and then we can't turn him into a weapon.'''

'Didn't you give up on that?'

'''I'll never give up, because I'm not weak like you! God damn wimp.'''

'YOU'RE CALLING ME A WIMP WHEN YOU COULDN'T DO SHIT TO HIM!?'

'''Don't raise your voice at me!'''

An argument breaks out like usual. Yoru de-manifests herself and forms back into Asa's mind.

'''Atleast I tried doing something.'''

'And you failed twice because you couldn't bring yourself to finish it.'

Asa stands up and starts getting dressed, putting her shoes on and switching shirts.

'''You haven't even tried! You can't-'''

'WE share a body. I'm in YOUR head too, Yoru! I know you like him.'

Yoru immediately shuts up after that, having no comebacks and not trying to change the topic after. She just stops talking. Thats how Asa knows she's right.

It's been about 3 days since you've last seen Asa, with her heading out after spending the entire day with you on the couch. You got home after picking your clothes off of Asa's bedroom floor and stealing some of her chips, naturally. Today was an off day and you skipped patrolling the area for devils, so you've spent the entire afternoon and evening bedrotting.

You hear a knock on your door. You know exactly who that is.

You slowly roll out of bed and stand slumped. The only time you've walked today was to get coffee and have that as your breakfast, so your legs feel weak. You stumble over to the front door and open it.

'Hey-..you look like shit.'

"I haven't left my bed since this morning."

'Seriously?'

She doesn't invite herself in this time, instead staying right infront of you and in the doorway.

'That means you'll probably say no then. I came over thinking that..maybe you'd come to my place again?'

"..."

Yawn

"Maybe."

'..Yes~?'

"Take me there."

Asa has to drag you by the hand since you're walking too slow, your legs barely able to keep up. You're pulled into the elevator and start descending the building, reaching her floor quickly and exiting. She leads you back to her apartment and shuts the door behind you.

'Don't fall over.'

"I'm trying."

'''Bringing him over here was unnecessary.'''

'If he says yes, he helps me pack my stuff. That, and I want another movie night.'

'''Whatever.'''

Asa leads you to her bedroom and shuts the door as you face plant onto her bed. It smells like sweat..

"You didn't wash your bedsheets?"

She takes a second to realize what you're talking about, but her eyes widen afterward.

'Oh! Uh-no? Shit. I mean, it's not too dirty. Right-?'

She starts panicking over the fact she forgot. Will you still want to stay? What if it smells too bad and you leave? There's no way it's that unbearable, right? It's had 3 days to dissipate, so it can't be too horrible! Right?

You're already under the blankets.

"is this a heated blanket? No way.."

And you weren't even focusing on the smell. She freaked out over nothing.

'It's heated, yeah.'

Shes silent for a bit.

'..You don't care..?'

"Don't care about what?"

'Nothing.'

She slowly gets in bed next to you, sitting up and bending her legs. She eyes you for a second before actually choosing the movie.

'''Doing my work for me?'''

'You act like you're actually gonna pull something off.'

The night ended with shin godzilla, which you thought was kinda nerdy, but she seemed to be super invested.

'''Well, if you luck out and he says yes, that's a great step foward.'''

'I wouldn't be expecting him to, but it's worth a shot..'

'''If you scare him off, im laughing at you.'''

'Never know until you try.'

(You guys get to choose because I'm stuck between yoru cockblocking Asa and giving this a happy ending)

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