fourtris

16- step two and....

A.N: GUYS IM SO SO SO SO SORRY AND I WONT STOP YOU FROM KILLING ME.... BUT I JUST THOUGHT THAT YOU DIDN'T LIKED THIS STORY SO I DECIDED NOT TO UPDATE BUT THEN I CAME AND SEE THAT I HAD 1.94K VIEWS AND I WADS DEAD HAPPY AND I THOUGHT MAYBE THERE ARE SOME PEOPLE OUT THERE WHO LIKES THIS STORY SO I DECIDED TO CONTINUE IT. .. SORRRY.
TRIS' P.O.V
Today was the beginning of level two. I was partly.... scared to see what are these people afraid of but also I was looking forward to the funny ones.... was there possible if someone was afraid  of pillows or sth? I mean in that case, how do they sleep? Don't they scream while sleeping? Or they put theire heads on sth else.... or....
Whatever, right now I am standing infront of the initiates to start the day. Tobiad says: lisren everyone. Congrats to all of you for passing stage one. But thus stage is different from the other one.... the first stage was physically but this stage is sort of.... well.... mentally. Well lets start. First: Bobby....
Bobby hesitates for a moment. " what's wrong bobby pin? Are you afraid?" Tobias asks. I know it's wrong to insult the initiates but I so do love it when he calls him Bobby pin.... bobby shakes his head and follows us to the room. Tobiad starts connecting the wires to bobby and ud while I explain:
Listen. In this stage you must face your fears. Each day you face one of them but at the end you'll face all of them at once in front of the leaders. To cone out of your dear landscape you have to bring down your heart beat.... you can't come out by screaming or sth.... okay lets start."
" wait wait wait wait.... what if I don't want you guys to see my fears?"

" what is it Bobby? do you have an  embarrassing fear you don't want us to see?" Tobias teases. Bobby whispered a low "no" so Tobias injects hi, with the serum and.... we are in the dauntless dormitory and Bobby is also there he looks around himself as if he is afraid of someone showing suddenly someone came out of shadows and that was.... OH.MY.GOD.... that was Tobias.... Bobby was actually afraid of Tobias. simulation Tobias comes towards Bobby and starts punching him... Bobby can't do anything he just yells and try to runaway from Tobias but there's no were to go. we watch him getting punched and kicked for at least ten or fifteen minuets until he can calm himself down and the simulation is over. I have to bite inside my cheek to hold myself from laughing, bobby ran out of the room without saying one word. the second he got out of the room I start laughing, well actually rolling on the ground and crying from laughing. Tobias also starts laughing but we stopped ourselves cause there were other initiates and we couldn't laugh all day. so I go out and call Ginny. we tell her about the simulation and then inject her. I can guess what is her fear about and when the simulation starts I find out that I was completely right. A few people came into they're house, killed his brother and she couldn't do anything. she had to wait and watch them as they kill his brother. after a few minuets she calms herself and the simulation is over. I look at the clock, she only took  5 minuets now that was.... weird. I really was shaken by her fear, it was so real and I could not believe how much pain she's gone through. I take a look at Ginny and see that she is seating on the bed and crying then look at Tobias and ask a question with my eyes "Divergent?" and he nods. I go towards Ginny and hug her tight. I let her cry into my shirt until she is... a little better. "sorry about that" she says while sniffling a little. "it's okay Ginny everyone is afraid of something and it is completely okay. het by the way, we need to talk about something can you meet us in the train of 11:00?" I say. "sure" she says looking a little scared. she should be, I mean she has probably thought she's done something wrong. "you've done nothing wrong. We should just talk about... stuff. you can go now" she nods looking a little relived a little.

The rest of the day goes by quickly. no interesting or bad or... weird fears, well other than that Sophie who was afraid of rejection. her simulation was full of guys rejecting her. We only had one other suspicion of divergence between them and that was Seth so we also asked him to come to the train at 11:00

Right now its lunch time and we're sitting with the gang making small talks and all. Although Zeke is acting a little weird he isn't his actual stupid goofy funny crazy Zeke... he was acting, calm. Now that was something new... Uriah already asked him twice what's wrong but both time he said non so I decided not to push him after all it wasn't my business he may be sick or something. While I'm talking to Christina about her new shoes (actually she is the one talking I only listen) Zeke suddenly leaves the cafeteria without saying a word, now this, this is even stranger, we all look at each other confused but continue to out talks together. suddenly out of no where a music (dance me to the end of love by Leonard Cohen I guess) starts playing and we all (I literally mean everyone in the cafeteria) looks at each other confused. suddenly Zeke appears at the entrance looking really... clean and nice! I can't believe I said that! clean and Zeke simply do NOT go together. his hair was gelled back and he was holding a red rose in his hand. As the music continues he walks towards our table, whaaat? he stands on the table and said:

"Shauna (A.N I don't know her family name so...) I've know you for almost all of my life. we were best friends during our childhood but ever since I was 12 I had a massive crush on you. you were just so pretty and nice and kind and funny and... just perfect. But I never had the courage to tell you my real feelings cause I didn't know how do you feel towards me and I didn't want to ruin and friendship by showing my true emotions to you. I don't know what gave me the courage to ask you out but I know that YOU are the best thing that has ever happened to me. we've been dating for exactly two years (A.N can you pleas just go with it? imagine they're anniversary was today. okay?) and I've loved ever single second of it. Shauna.... I want to live the rest of my life with you and beside you. I want you to be with me every day of my life I want you to be mine and mine alone. Shauna....I....I.... I love you.... will you give me the honor and be mine forever? will you marry me?"

by now he is sitting on one knee with an open black box in his hand, a ring in it. Shauna, Chris, Marlene , me and will have tears in our eyes and Uriah because he is Uriah is crying. Shauna also starts crying while yelling "yes yes yes yes" and kissing Zeke passionately and for once no one yelled "NO PDA" I look at Tobias and see that even he is smiling, well obviously without any sine of tears in his eyes. Uriah also notices this ( the others are still looking at Zeke and Shauna so they don't notice this) and says "hey four my man, don't you have a soul? why are you not emotional? didn't this scene touch you emotions not at all?" "well of course it has, can't you see me smiling?" Tobias asks still smiling. "oh well about that..." Uriah suddenly brings out his phone and gets a pic from four. "YAS. I DED IT. MAR I HAVE A PHOTO OF FOUR SMILING.SEE"  "WHAT? GIVE IT TO ME LEMME SEE" Marlene screams back while grabbing his mobile. she looks at the photo for ten seconds then she says " yas... I see it. its the biggest smile I've seen from four" Marlene is sitting beside me so I look at the photo and realize that Tobias' mouth is covered in the most smallest smile I've ever seen. what if they see how he smiles to me? they'll probably get a heart attack or something I think to myself. "I'm keeping this forever" Uriah says putting the phone in his pocket.

I roll my eyes and look at Tobias. I can't wait for the day he propose to me! he smiles and grab my hand from under the table and squeeze it and as if reading my mind he whispers "I'll do the best for you baby." I blush and squeeze his hand again.   

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A.N: so yeah hello. please don't kill me I promise from this day I'll update sooner... please continue reading and please please please please comment and vote I need your help guys. it would be just.... GREAT if you would vote and comment. oh and btw feel free to share your ideas with me! what did you like? what didn't you like? what should I add? what should I remove? love you all my cupcakes...

-dorsa