I Fell In Love With My Brother (A Janoskian Twins Story)

A Kiss in the Dark

Jai Brooks @JaiBrooks1

Glad @luke_brooks is finally in condition now!

Luke Brooks @luke_brooks

I am thankful you are @JaiBrooks1. YOU MADE ME THIS FUCKING SICK! You left me at the airport standing alone, watching you fly! POOP.

Jai Brooks @JaiBrooks1

@luke_brooks I didn't even ask for it bitch.

Luke Brooks @luke_brooks

It is just because I care for you, bub. Thanks for not thanking me.

Lights off. Air conditions off. Electrical functions off. All off.

I froze. Am I literally blind or is it just the power switch of this room of ours are turned off? Oh, fucker. I know Mom always do that whenever she sees me and Jai online, wide awake, late at night. I thought I heard a sigh beside me. Jai.

'What the fuck?! I can't see! Jai! Luke! What the f-, why can't I see? Am I blinded?! Oh my God!' I heard Beau panicked.

'Shut the hell out Beau, Mom just turned the power switch off, you hypocritical cunt.' Jai mumbled somewhere behind me.

I am sitting and Jai's lying down on our bed. I know we just had an argument on Twitter but that's us. We do that at times to keep the fans entertained. I am used to it that sometimes, I really don't mind having a fake fight with him but this time is different. I feel offended because of what Jai had replied me. Oh, I should have never feel like this. I know it's just a joke; or I am just assuming that it is.

I patted the empty space I occupy beside Jai. I have to lie down before I can find myself stupid enough to ask Jai where am I supposed to be. It's rather too late when I felt a warm flesh under my palm and it's like an electrical current crawled from Jai's hand to my arms that I suddenly pulled away, terrified. God, how thankful I am he can't see my face right now.

'What's that?' He finally asked.

I was about to answer when Beau chimed in.

'What? Jai is that you? Jai what have you heard? What have you seen? What have you felt? Oh, is there a paranormal matter or something? Are you guys alright? Guys! ANSWER ME!'

'SHUT UP BEAU!!! It's just my hand, it brushed Jai's! Ugh, fuck!' I silenced Beau because he is so overreacting.

Beau can be like this sometimes. He can be so serious about things that you never know if he really is or he was just kidding around. I told him to sleep because the world will be so much hotter of he stay awake, talking shit. I sighed and as I lie down, feeling a warm body beside me. The bed is wider now, Mom bought a new bunk. I am almost regretting the fact that Beau's bed was broken because now, I have to share bed with Jai for forever. Mom said it's a twin thing but I know I am too old enough to know it's really not.

'Are you still awake Luke?'

I didn't answer. I almost sulked you know? I don't know if I were to answer him or not.

'Luke?'

'I am.' I simply said.

I think he notice the thickness of bitterness in my answer that he suddenly stopped talking. I can't resist it. I can't resist not talking to him.

I have been sick for a week that I have never had the chance to attend the show Beau was talking about. He made an excuse and the management somehow understood it. It's not that I regret for not attending, it's not a huge deal for me but for Jai. Beau said he had been so disappointed about it that he requested Beau to send him home immediately right after the shooting of the show. He never attended the interviews and meet-ups anymore. He went home early, eager to know how I am doing. And now, for what we have argued on Twitter is a little bit of my fault because of my silly mouth. Sometimes, I really want to cut this tongue off because I spill out things I never want to say. I remembered Jai's burgers.