Shattered Perfection

Forty Five

A/N: Smut again, sorry these two can't seem to keep their hands off each other.

The next morning Vivian and Siobhan decided that they wouldn't attend court. Siobhan needed a break, she didn't need to sit near the pair of them for another day. She didn't want Roger to think she was scared of him though.

'Fuck him,' Vivian said bluntly. 'Who cares what he thinks?' Siobhan smiled.

'I couldn't do this without you Viv,' she said softly. Jamie ran in, ready for another day at nursery. He threw his arms around Siobhan's legs.

'Mummy take me to nursery?' he asked looking up at her. Siobhan ran her hand through his hair.

'We both will my darling,' she said softly smiling at him, he skipped back out of the room. Vivian crossed the kitchen and kissed her, hard.

'I love you so much Bon,' She said hoarsely.

'I love you too,' whispered Siobhan before kissing her back.

Vivian had sent a message to Autumn explaining what had happened yesterday evening when they got back. She agreed a break would be beneficial. She also instructed their lawyer to put in a complaint regarding Roger's threats to Siobhan. Unfortunately, no one outside their group had heard what he had said so it was their word against his.

They dropped off Jamie to Winter and Carly before they headed back to the car, hand in hand. 'What do you want to do?' Vivian asked her. Siobhan was shattered but she fancied some fresh air before she rested.

'Let go for a walk.' She replied. They drove to a nearby park and wandered along the path around the lake. Siobhan started to flag so they sat on a nearby bench. They didn't say anything, just enjoyed each other's company and watched the ducks. Siobhan rested her head on Vivian's shoulder, their clasped hands in Siobhan's lap. Finally, Siobhan broke the silence.

'Viv, I want to apologise for last night.' She began. Viv wasn't going to dismiss it and say it was fine, because it wasn't. Siobhan had hurt her when she tried to leave. She thought they were stronger than that. So, she kept quiet waiting to hear what she said. Siobhan sat up and turned to look at her. 'I'm so sorry, I'm just so, um, terrified, quite frankly,' she stumbled over her words. 'I never want to leave you and Jamie. But did you...' she looked worried. 'Viv we never discussed living arrangements. I stayed because I had nowhere else to go. I will get my own place if you want? I don't want to assume.' Siobhan chewed her lip with anxiety looking worriedly at Vivian. Viv cupped Siobhan's cheeks.

'My darling, I couldn't sleep properly if you weren't in my arms.' Viv said, kissing her gently. 'This doesn't mean I am not hurt about you trying to run yesterday, but I understand why you reacted how you did.' She tucked a piece of hair behind Siobhan's ear. 'In healthy relationships there is give and take, compromise and discussion. We may not always agree but that doesn't mean I love you any less.' She put her arms around Siobhan who rested against her chest. 'I love you with all my heart, you can stay forever if you want to.' She kissed the top of Siobhan's head.

'Viv, I only feel safe when I'm in your arms. I love you more than I can say and would love to stay forever.' She said softly. They sat on the bench for a while longer watching the ducks bob about. Siobhan tried to stifle the yawn that was trying to sneak out.

'Come on love,' Vivian whispered in her ear, 'let's go to bed.' Siobhan shivered, a stab of heat shooting through her. She sat up and turned to Vivian with an eyebrow raised. Vivian grinned. 'I meant to sleep,' she said, 'you're exhausted.' Siobhan stood and pulled her up by her hand.

'I'm not that tired,' Siobhan replied with a grin.

Vivian kept a warm hand on Siobhan's knee on the drive home, her thumb rubbing gently. It sent shivers through Siobhan who kept shooting heated looks at Vivian. 'Nearly there,' Viv said softly, to herself as much to Siobhan. They parked on the drive and Viv helped Siobhan out of the car. Siobhan pulled her towards her and kissed her hard.

'Inside.' Siobhan said roughly.

They almost ran in, hand in hand, Viv struggling to get the key in the lock. Once they were through Viv pushed Siobhan up against the front door, kissing her hard, her hands threading their way through Siobhan's hair. Siobhan groaned, her own hands making their way under Viv's top at the back.

'Ugh your hands are cold,' she muttered into Siobhan's mouth, Siobhan smiled against her lips.

'Warm me up then.' She said.

Viv lifted Siobhan, who wrapped her legs around her waist. Viv hand one hand under her bum and the other clutching her back. She leaning into the wall and kissed down Siobhan's neck. Siobhan threw her head back groaning. Viv bit gently on her collarbone, running her tongue up her neck before sucking on her earlobe. Siobhan squirmed in her arms. Viv smiled and carried her up the stairs to their bedroom. She placed Siobhan on the bed and drew back. Her eyes dropping down Siobhan's body as she ran her hands down her own body. She pulled her top off and stood in front of her in her sports bra. Her hands dropped to her trousers. Siobhan sat up a little not wanting to miss any of it. She licked her lips with fire in her eyes making Vivian groan.

'What do you want Bon Bon?' she whispered.

'I want you.' She replied. Vivian popped the button on her trousers and slipped them off standing in her underwear. 'Keep going.' Siobhan said, her eyes not leaving Vivian's body. They followed the movement of her hands, first to her pants then to her bra, leaving her gloriously naked. She stood, hands on hips a grin playing around her mouth.

'Your turn Miss Serpent,' She said. She held out her hand to Siobhan who stood from the bed and walked towards her. She pulled off her top as she came closer, her nipples standing hard through her black lace bra. Siobhan reached up to cup Vivian's breast.

'Ah ah,' admonished Vivian holding her hand and stopping her, 'not until it all goes.' She grinned as Siobhan growled in frustration. She quickly shed the rest of her clothes standing close but not touching Vivian.

'Come here.' Siobhan demanded. Vivian stepped towards her, Siobhan grasped her hips and pulled her flush with her body. The pair of them groaned before they began kissing passionately, nipping each other's lips and delving into each other's mouths. Siobhan's hands slid up Vivian's sides before cupping each breast, she leant back and sucked on a nipple and pinched the other. She inserted a knee between Vivian's thighs allowing Vivian to grind down on it leaving the evidence of her desires. Siobhan leaned back, glancing down at Viv's undulating hips. 'You seem to be a little bit wet.' She whispered. Viv growled and lifted Siobhan onto the bed peppering kisses down her neck and chest, nipping at both nipples before heading down her stomach. As she hovered over where Siobhan wanted her to touch most she glanced up and saw her watching her. Siobhan lifted her hips towards Viv who grinned, blew her a kiss before she dived in. She ran her tongue along Siobhan's dripping slit before sliding two fingers into her. She didn't give her time to adjust before pumping in and out. Siobhan collapsed back on the bed groaning and arching her back. Viv licked around her clit before sucking it into her mouth, nipping it gently before soothing it with licks. She looked up at Siobhan whos head was thrown back, her hands were clasping her boobs. Vivian reached up and covered her hand with her own. Siobhan linked their fingers and together they pinched and pulled her nipples. Siobhan screamed Viv's name as she fell over the edge. Viv gently kissed her inner thighs and quivering stomach as she came back to herself. Siobhan opened her eyes and gazed lovingly at her partner.

'I love you.' She said softly.

'Love you too Bon.' Viv said lying down next to her. Siobhan rolled over and kissed Viv's neck. Her hand slid down Viv's body and in between her legs. She circled her clit, making Viv's breath to hitch and her hips to move. She slid her fingers down and pushed three into her. Viv gasped. 'You ok?' Siobhan whispered in her ear.

'Oh God, don't stop, please!' Begged Viv as Siobhan moved them in and out. Siobhan bit her earlobe and sucked on her neck. Viv thrust her hips towards Siobhan's hand as she curled her fingers inside her. Viv cried out as her muscled clenched around her fingers. Siobhan kissed Viv's hot cheek, the flush covering her neck and chest. Viv turned her head and kissed Siobhan deeply. They rested back on the pillows, both panting and exhausted. Siobhan rolled onto Vivian's chest, kissing the side of her breast softly. Vivian circled her arms around her and held her close.

'There's nowhere else I'd rather be,' mumbled Siobhan sleepily. Vivian smiled.

'Me either.' She whispered back.