Sooner or later

Chapter 7

I cried myself to sleep that night. I was so hurt and upset. I didn't even want to finish college now so when Monday rolled around, I didn't go. I didn't want to face Matt not now not ever not after what happened.
So I skipped the whole week. I didn't even care anymore as bad as I wanted to be a veterinarian I didn't want to facemask. I was done it wasn't that important to me anymore I stayed home that whole week when I put on my pajamas and sit back to watch TV , a love story should do the trick it won't happen for me, but I always enjoy someone else's happiness, even if it made me feel sad
I heard her knock on my door. Great just what I need company I wasn't in the mood for anyone I didn't wanna be bothered.
I got up and I went to the door and opened it
There stood Matt
I stopped and I felt my heart pounding. What was he doing here? Did he come put me down more to be mean again?
Well Are you gonna let me in he said
Why are you here?
He walked right by me
Why haven't you been in class?
You came all the way over to find out why I haven't been in class I said to him
Yes, he said
Go home Matt
No, I won't. He said you're gonna tell me why you haven't been to class all week.
Because I quit, I said
You quit, he looked at me
Yes
Why?
Because I want to
Jessie, your dream is to become a veterinarian. Don't think I don't believe this for a minute.
Well, it doesn't matter anymore. I told him nothing matters to me anymore.
He grab my arm
How can it not matter? He said it's all you have talked about for months
I don't care anymore
Bull crap, he said
Matt, please just go home
No, I am not going anywhere. I need answers.
I have nothing to give you I told him
Is it because of me?
No
Liar, he said
Please, I'm not in the mood to fight with you now I'm tired
It's me isn't it?
No, it isn't
Yes, it is. I saw the way you looked at me at the restaurant the other night.
It's none of my business. I told him.
For your information that was my sister I hadn't seen her in a while, and I wanted to take her to a nice place to eat for dinner
Your sister I said
Yes, my sister
I'm sorry
You should be
But seriously, I'm done with being a vet
No, you're not
I am matt
Stop being foolish, she said
I'm not
You don't wanna be around me anymore than I want to be around you he said
It's not-
I know it because I don't want to be around you every time. I am I want to touch you to kiss you to run my hands over your body. I looked at him my heart pounding in my chest. Did I hear him right?
What was I going to say?
Matt, I—
He pulled me close. God help me, Jess. I've tried to stop thinking of you to stop wanting you, but I can't. It's all I think about.
I can't I told him
He crushed his lips down on mine, and we kissed so deep and long my legs got weak matts hand  moved under my shirt to my bare breast
He moaned as he ran his hand over my nipple to him. He tore his mouth from mine.
I want you so much he breathes
Take me I whispered
Jess we cross this line, we could both be in trouble
I'm willing to risk it I said
His lips met mine again
God, you drive me crazy
I felt his hands moved down under my pants, I
Gasped as his fingers found my wetness
Damn jess he groaned you  killing me
He pressed up against me and I felt his hardness. God was he really that big I reached for the button of his jeans and undone the zipper. I wanted this so bad I put my hand inside and he groaned.
You've got to stop or it will be over before we even start he said
He pushed me on the couch and pulled my pants off as he pulled his off. Also, he moved over me. I had to catch my breath this really happening
This may be wrong he said, but right now it feels so right
He pushed inside me and I arched my hips. I couldn't believe how good this felt
Oh god jess he said
It felt so good I couldn't stop. I've moved my hips with his
Slow down, he said
But I didn't. I only went faster
Jess for god sakes slow down im gonna cum
But it was too late. We both groaned and came at the same time.
We were both breathing hard as he claps on me
It was a few minutes before either one of us said anything
That was great, he said
I smiled. My dream had come true. I was in love with Matt Johnson.

Later that night I laid in arms. I was happy as I cuddled next to him. I drifted off to sleep. I woke to kissing on my lips and neck. I smiled.
You're driving me crazy he said
I hope so. I told him.
We could be in trouble if this ever got out
I'm not gonna say anything I told him
He kissed me again and soon we were making love again
I never felt this way over Shane
Matt had found a way into my heart that I didn't think could ever be found again
The next morning I woke up in his arms I smiled waking up to him was the best feeling in the world. He was sound asleep watching him. Sleep was amazing. I never knew I could feel like this.
I wanted him to feel special. We were both naked so I slid down and I took him in my mouth
I felt him string and then moan as I went faster
What are you doing? He groaned and before  he could say anymore he arched his hips. And cried out as I swallowed every last drop of him
Jess you're killing me, he said
I looked at him
But I love it he said
We spent the whole day in bed, cuddling, kissing, and making love nothing could make my day any better than this day with Matt