Sooner or later

Chapter 5

I dreamed of Matt that night I dreamed of his lips online, and I was so enjoying his tender kisses
But then I woke up and realized it was just a dream. I was very upset.
I knew I had to stop thinking of him this way
But I knew when Monday came around, I'd be facing him again and then
I couldn't stop thinking of him when someone knocked on my door the next morning I was thinking it was Matt
But when I open the door, there stood Shane
What do you want I said
Jessie, I want to talk
I have nothing left to say to you
You have to forgive me, he said
No, I don't
Jessie, I love you
No, you don't chain or you wouldn't have never cheated on me
I made a mistake
You done it for months I told him
I'm sorry
So am I
Jesse, please I love you. I know that now.
I could never trust you again I told him
Let me make it up to you
I think you should leave
So you won't give me another chance
No, I said
He turned and walked away, and I slammed the door

Monday morning I dress with I wanted to look good. I wanted to impress Matt. I know I shouldn't even think like that, but I couldn't help it.
I wanted to look nice for him as I walked to class. There was already other kids in the room. I sat down, and when Matt walked in, I had to catch my breath. He looks so good his eyes mine, and he stared at me and looked away I didn't want him to know I had a thing for him.
I hope you wouldn't see me. was my face giving it away. I'm sure hope not.
I made it through his glass and hurried out the doors without saying anything to him, but I knew that I had to pay him in my next class with him, but it was fine. I would keep my cool for sure I had with him was just as hard trying not to stare at him, was like trying not to breathe. I did the best I could.
And as usual, I left as soon as class was over
He probably thought there was something wrong with me
My next two glasses were easier I didn't have Matt and I had my last class. I had him again.
I was the first one in the class and was writing something on the board. He turned around and saw me.
Jesse, he said
Yes
He walked over to where I was
I don't understand you, he said
What do you mean?
You run from me each time
I'm not running, I said
He moved closer and I step back
Why are you so afraid of me?
I'm not
You are
A grab my arm, and I looked at him
Stop running, he said
I -
He put his finger up to my lips
Shhhhh he said
We couldn't say anything else other kids were coming in. He moved back. I wondered if he would've kissed me if they hadn't came in I didn't know, but I'm glad I wouldn't have to find out.

I would like to say I rushed home and tried to relax, but that wasn't the case. Shane cornered me as soon as I got out of class.
Jesse, I wanna talk he said
Leave me alone
Not till you talk to me
I have nothing to say I told him
Well, I do he grabbed my arm
Let go of me, Shane
No
I tried to jerk away, but he wouldn't let go
Shane, you're hurting me
I don't care if you're gonna talk to me
I think you better let her go, buddy
I looked over to see Matt coming our way
Who are you, Shane ask
Your worst nightmare
Shane laughed. I think you need to leave.
Matt came closer
I said let her go
And he's gonna make me, Shane said
I jerked my arm over by
Is this your new boyfriend Shane ask
No, I-
Yes, I am. Matt said. Now leave.
This ain't over Shane said
Yes, it is. Matt told him and your best stay away.
Shane walked away. I turned to.
Thanks, I said
I take it that your ex
Yes
I'm sorry for butting in, but he has no right putting his hand on you
Thank you for your help I said
You're welcome
Well, I better get going
Jess wait
I looked at it him
Let me come over tonight
I looked at him was that even safe I couldn't just let him come over to my place. I found myself saying OK.

I didn't even know what I was aware he was coming over to talk. I didn't even know why he wanted to come over but I didn't know I wanted to look good so I put on my new dress I had bought and fixed my make up and sprayed this perfume that smells so good.
And then I waited for him to show up
When I knock on the door were sweating because I was so nervous I opened the door to see Matt standing there. I had to catch my breath.
You look absolutely amazing he said
Thank you
I let him come in and we sit on the couch. I came over just to give you a few pointers on how to be a good veterinarian.
Oh really I said
That would be great
So we sit there and he told me a lot of things that person should know on becoming a veterinarian. He was a big help. Would you like something to drink? Ask him
Sure, he said
I got him pop and I also got me one
I had my TV on in the movie how to lose a guy in 10 days came on and we sat there and watched it
This is a good movie he said
Yes, it is
When it went, all we watched never been kissed. We didn't realize how late it was getting as we watched. One movie after another. I sat beside him and suddenly I felt really sleepy. The next thing I knew I was sound asleep.
When I woke up, I could see it was dark and the clock on the wall said 3 AM. I looked over and met had fallen asleep with his arm around me.
Actually, nice to be in his arms so I laid there my head laid on his chest. I could still smell his cologne. I lost it. I close my eyes and soon I was asleep

When I woke up, I was laying in Matt's arms. I felt my face turned red. What must he think of me? He was still asleep thank God I didn't know if I could move without waking him. I stared at him for a moment.
His lips were I bet he was a good kisser
My heart pounding in my chest at the thought of kissing him. He was older than me.
I slowly tried to break him, but he moaned and tighten his arms around me
I was stuck out of this one I wasn't that was the thing without waking him up suddenly open his eyes and
He smiled
I guess we fell asleep he said
Yeah, we sure did
I'm sorry I didn't mean to spend the night
It's OK I said we both were tired
Yes, I agree
I finally set up myself out of his arms. What was I just say to him now?
You want some coffee I ask him
I would love a cup said
OK, I got up and made a pot of coffee. Matt took his black while I on the other hand three pumps of vanilla creamer.
This is good coffee, he said
Thanks
He looked at me thanks for having me over
You're welcome
I really didn't mean to spend the night
It's OK I told him
Would you want to go for breakfast?
Uh I said I don'tknow
I know a great place to go
Well, I guess I could, I said
OK, great. Go clean up and I'll be waiting for you.
So I went to my bedroom and grab some clean clothes and fixed my hair done my make up and then I was ready to go. I couldn't believe I was going out with Matt
The beginning of something special