Sooner or later

Chapter 3

I walked into class the next day as I made my way to my desk. I noticed another guy beside me looking at me. He wasn't here yesterday.
Hello, he smiled
Hello, I said
My name is James
I'm Jessie I told him
He looked at me and laughed Jessie James. He said what a coincidence looks like we're side-by-side neighbors.
Yeah, I guess I said
Other kids started coming in, and then finally Mr. Johnson came in wearing a pair of tight jeans and a blue shirt that made him look sexy as hell
There went my willpower
I swallowed hard
Good morning class, he smiled
Why did he have to smile like that?
Why did he have to look so sexy?
Oh God, he smells so good. I wasn't gonna make it through this day.
He was killing me slowly
He said at the edge of his desk and his eyes were on me. I was lost.
I couldn't breathe
Or move
Or even think for that matter
I was like going to concentrate on my work when he was  looking at me like that
As explained over our assignment, I mostly kept my eyes on my paper and books. I couldn't keep looking at him this way I couldn't wait for this class to be over so I could breathe again if felt like time was dragging when the bell ring I practically ran out of the door as I walked by him and I could smell his cologne and I almost melted right there. Why did he have to smell so good was I gonna make it through the rest of the day probably not

I did make it through lunch and I was glad maybe a few bites of food would help me to breathe, but I knew it wouldn't. I knew I had to see him in two more classes. This was harder than I
The next few classes weren't as hard as I thought. I got through them without looking at much at once when I looked up at him, he was watching me and smiled when he caught me looking at him.
But I quickly looked away
I wanted to make it through this. I wanted to be a vet so bad and learning and trying was all I could do to make my dream come
James was in the last class with me as well. He sit down. Buy me again
If we keep meeting like this people will talk, he joked
I smiled at him and then walked in, and I lost all of thought
Matt was harder than I thought, but I wanted to do it. I was going to make my dream come true I would learn anything and everything to be a veterinarian.
You wanna catch some dinner tonight James asked me
I looked at Matt and he was looking at James with a frown on his face
I said I can't tonight. I have so much work to catch up on.
Oh, OK. He said maybe some other time.
Maybe I said this class was agonizing, but I finally made it my second day only six more months to go
Lord, help me
I couldn't even even look in the face. How was I gonna make it through class?
Sometimes I wondered if I was even worse going through every time I looked at Matt he was looking at me and I couldn't understand why I felt shy
Looking at Matt, I swallowed hard. I didn't know what it would be to kiss his lips to hug his neck to feel his body pressed against.
What the heck was I thinking there I went again
I was squirming in my seat
This had to stop I couldn't do this
Maybe I need a different class with a different teacher maybe that would get my mind off of him. I had to do something. I couldn't just sit here and keep thinking of him this way I was never gonna make it through the class when the bell rang. I got up to leave. Everybody went out. I was the last , grabbed my arm and I almost died
Jesse, he said
Yes
Why are you always running out of my class?
I don't know I guess I'm trying to get to my next class. I told him.
Are you always in a hurry he said
Not always, I swallowed hard
You know you don't have to act like I'm an enemy here he said
I'm not
You are he smiled, and I felt like I was going to faint right there smelling his cologne. I was going to pass out. This guy had it going on and he had me going on. I couldn't even think or breathe or move.
I know you can do this class and I got faith in you that you will be a great veterinarian
Thanks, I told him
You need to not be so nervous, especially around me
I'm trying, I told him
I hope you can trust me he said
I do
Good I would like to give you some extra lessons to become a good veterinarian
Extra lessons, I thought
What do you mean, I ask him
Well, I figured if you want some extra lessons after school 30 minutes I can help you make your dream come true we can study harder and I can show you details of veterinarians do
Really I said
Yes, I have faith in you
Being a veterinarian is my dream come true I told him suddenly I didn't feel so shy around him
I think you can do it and can help you with extra lessons
That would be great I told him
OK will start Monday after school. We meet here in this room and will do 30 minute lessons.
Thank you I told him
You're welcome
I left the room with a big smile on my face
My dream come true