So I haven't posted about my self harm. But I had been self harming since I was in seventh grade. So about a year. Then I went clean for almost 10 months. My thoughts were pre occupied with other things. For example the major school work I had and the death of my beloved cheer coach. (RIP Renee, I miss you so much.<3) Once everything wined down, my life and thoughts got worse. It came to the point where I relapsed. I'm sorry to any friends reading this. I will never truly be okay.
