bliss - Javon Walton

pt.12

Small time skip-

Tessa:

"It's late I should probably get home," Javon states. "Yeah, okay," Tessa replies. "Wait your leaving," Jake asks. "Yeah. My mom's probably worried," Javon answers. "Alright, see you later bro," Jake says as he 'dabs up' Javon. "I'll walk you out," Tessa states, grabbing onto Javons arm and dragging him out of the room.

"Are you good," Javon asks. "Yeah, just sick of Jake," Tessa answers. "I feel that, but he does seem like a cool guy at least," Javon states. "Mhm," Tessa mumbles. She begins walking Javon to his car. "So maybe you want to hang out sometime tomorrow," Javon asks. "I mean I would love to, but wouldn't your parents be mad? It is pretty late now and I don't want to steal you away from your family your entire vacation," Tessa explains.

"You wouldn't be stealing me away. I love hanging out with you and since we live in different states, we won't see each other as often. So why not spend as much time together as we can right now? I can check with my family, but just know I really want to keep hanging out with you," Javon states. "Okay. I really want to keep hanging out with you as well," Tessa responds with a smile.

"I'll see you later then," Tessa says, wrapping her arms around his neck and pulling him into a hug. She then decides to make a move and kisses Javon on the cheek, before pulling away. "Bye," Tessa states. "Bye," Javon echos.

Javon:

Holy shit. Did her lips just come in contact with my face? They did. Holy shit! Holy shit! Holy shit! That just made me feel like a hundred different feelings. How am I supposed to drive home after that? Well she's walking away, I guess I have to. Wow. Alright I should not be freaking out this much about a kiss on the cheek. It's not like I haven't been kissed before. It's just with her it feels so different, like better.

I'm fucking pathetic. Why is this affecting me this much?! Does that mean she likes me? Or has some interest in me? No, probably not. It's Tessa. She wouldn't like me. Also she kisses her friends on the cheek all the time. I shouldn't feel special. Does she do it to other guys though? Has she ever done it to Malachi? Damn. I need to stop. She clearly doesn't want me and I should back of. But there's still a chance she could. I don't think I could force myself to stop hanging out with her.

Oh damn it. Now I'm stuck utterly confused. Why did she do it? What does it mean? Should I take it as a sign that she's interested in me? Is it all just friendly? Does it mean nothing? Shit. I don't know what to do or feel. Maybe I should just be delusional and take it as a sign she might like me. I just have to make a move myself to find out. Yeah. Then I'll know where we stand.

Tessa:

I did it. I kissed him on the cheek. That might not mean much to most people but it means something to me. I almost never allow myself to make any type of move on a guy I'm actually interested in. Sounds fucked up, I know. I can't believe I actually did that! Maybe now he'll get the jist on how I feel about him. I just can't get him off my mind. Ever since we started talking, I've been nonstop thinking about him.

I dont exactly know what that means. I don't know what to do with myself or my feelings. Never have, really. I mean I felt things with Asher but not like this, never like this. We've only know each other for maybe a couple of months and I already feel like this. What am I supposed to do with that? How am I supposed to feel? Is this good or bad, I don't know.

I guess we're supposed to hang out tomorrow. I'm nervous but excited. Maybe he'll actually make a move. Or do something that tells me he likes me like I like him. I can only hope.

Time skip-

Tessa-

"Bye," Tessa calls. "Where are you going," Mike asks. "Out with some friends," Tessa answers. "You mean out with Javon," Jake states with a snicker. "No I mean out with some friends," Tessa repeats with a snarl. "Honestly in the small time frame I talked to him, Javon seems alright," Jackson states. "Yeah he's pretty chill," Jake agrees. "I know," Tessa says. "Wait so y'all met him and I didn't," Isabella exclaims.