alternate version of the note.
after yukhei and haewon broke up, one year passes haewon finds herself lonely. until during her school holidays, an old classmate adds her on discord, he becomes what she continues to think of everyday.
what will happe...
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𐙚˙✧˖°📷 ༘ ⋆｡ ˚ 21st november ; tears
like the rest of the week went, i stayed home from school. i had my reasons and they were valid. i woke up feeling extremely nauseous. something felt odd, almost empty. i lay in bed, eyes fixated on my ceiling. i had become so used to texting jisung 'good morning handsome!' every morning, that now it felt weird not doing so.
i felt cramped in my bed, groaning i turned my body over. coming face to face with someone's hair. i blinked, squinting my eyes. i realized the long wispy brunette hair belongs to my one and only best friend tsuki, i sat up slowly, eyes focusing on the figure on the floor. curled up, hugging her knees laid my other best friend, arin.
'when did she get here?' the question swirled in my mind, as i tried to wake myself up. slowly i crawled, around tsuki and got up from bed. i tippy toed to the bathroom, looking myself in the mirror, eyes blood shot red, clear evidence of last night.
i after splashing water on my face, i exited the toilet making my way out of the bedroom. i could smell my mom's cooking. peaking downstairs, i make my way to haehyun's bedroom. i open the door, finding the boy still sprawled peacefully under his blanket with sailboats on it.
i glanced at the big clock, placed high above his desk. 12 43, glowy green numerals, stared at me. shutting the door without a care, i drag myself to my bedroom, the small couch against the wall was empty and the tap water running could be heard. i turned my gaze to tsuki, gently tapping her shoulder. "wake up." she shot up awake, gasping — surprised my eyes widened, as my hand found its way to my heart.
"what the fuck!" tsuki, croaked. finding it horrendously hard to hold in the wheeze, i doubled over laughing. now it was tsuki's turn to look at me concerned. "are you okay?" she asked, i nodded, still wheezing. curious about the commotion, arin peaked from the bathroom. "have you gone insane?" she spoke nonchalantly, i straightened myself, "yes, i'm fine." was i really? no, i missed jisung like hell. can i like turn back time or something.
after they both freshened up, we all went down for 'breakfast' or well, lunch. but that was interrupted by the doorbell, "i'll get it!" haehyun who had woken up yelled, running to the door. "what's up people!" in-soo's loud voice boomed from the doorway startling everyone.
from the hallway appeared, in-soo, nabi and hana. all in school gym attire, "came straight from school, since tomorrow happens to be saturday, thought why not crash at haewon's" nabi perked, "if that's alright of course!" hana smiled. "i don't mind" i smiled, glad to have these girls. "i do" arin, spoke in her usual voice. "what" we all looked at her.
she only shrugged, so we all brushed it off and continued our 'breakfast'. my mom returned from work right then, confused seeing all of us eating at the table. she spoke "oh my, girls... is something up?" we all look at her from the food, staring as we all wreck to whether answer. "jisung and haewon broke up" in-soo answered. the silence became a bit suffocating. i sat there as my mom took in the information, "don't overthink it yeah?" she reassured. "and the ring, tell him to come get it back" she said before leaving us alone again.
haehyun who had overheard it looked at us from, moving his headphone. "what did you say?" the kid spoke raising an eyebrow, in-soo repeated herself. "that's it i'm blocking him" he shrugged unbothered, and blocked jisung off discord. i couldn't help but laugh. everyone else at the table looked at me completely baffled.
"what?" i spoke, my tone flat. "you know you can cry" tsuki pushed, i shook my head, "why would i cry over him." i paused. "i cried enough last night, shedding more tears for him seems pointless." i shrugged, picking up my chopsticks and continued my meal.
everyone else followed along, after a great meal. tsuki decided throw shade at jisung, to the rest of our better judgement he left the groupchat, unfollowed all of us. "hurt his ego huh" i felt so unbothered, that i feared myself. questions swirled my brain, but i put them aside focusing on the random horror movie playing on the television.
🎸⋆⭒˚｡⋆TBC｡
life has been odd, i been procrastinating and overthinking wayyy too much. opened this thinking i would be fine but hell. enjoy 🤫🧏🏽♀️
