It'll Never End.

in love.

i can never see myself being in love.

sure, i have loved and boy, do i hope i have been loved

but

i can't even think of being touched on my waist by you, my future something,

or

being looked at like i'm the most precious thing you've ever seen
because
i can't even think about looking at myself in the mirror and personally loving who i see.

yes, i know i'm worth a penny or two.

yes, i know i'm a work of art that's still being figured out

and shit,

i'm a work of art that's still trying to figure myself out.

but

Fuck, do i hope one day i know what it's like to look into your eyes and know you won't ever leave me.

Fuck, do i want to hold your hand and laugh with you.

Fuck, do i wish you'd just come find me now because i've never needed a saving grace so bad.

and

Fuck, please find me and hold me and never let me go because love is a thing that's neat but being in love is a once in a lifetime deal.

i wanna know what it's like to be in love with you.