recently
i've been struggling to keep my head above water.
this journey that i've been on for 5 years
is coming to an end finally.
maybe i'll just
slowly distance myself from them
or
maybe they'll see how bad i'm getting
and
slowly distance themselves from me.
i used to beg for more and more friends, greedy and wanting attention.
now I beg for less and less friends, greedy and wanting death.
it's getting to be too much and i find myself relying on stupid little unworthy things for a smile or laugh.
this is unhealthy and i'm hoping it'll end soon.
YOU ARE READING
It'll Never End.
De TodoJust my random writings I do when I'm in the mood. Feel free to read them, love them, hate them, feel them.
