It'll Never End.

nothing.

when things don't go your way
you ask what you did wrong.

losing after losing and no winnings to gain become second nature.

your smile fades slowly as you fail to retain yet another one, wondering when you'll be able to finally keep a single face by your side.

i'm not who i was nor will i ever be who i want but i guess there will never be a time to join either side

because

it seems as though i won't last long enough to think of my next step

or

survive another day in this hellhole named earth.

i've got no one to thank, no one to go to, no one to understand.

i've got one less than I once had, one more than a nothing is gone,

yet again.

and now, here i am, bored out of my fucking mind because i haven't got a single clue how to talk to someone i really don't need,

but

fervently want.

clingy

worthless

nothing more than a friend

i'll never have a favorite or best added to my status
and I guess that's okay because i don't have anyone to cling to anymore.