BILLIE EILISH- My enemy..

𝙸 𝚍𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚗𝚊 𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚜𝚎 𝚏𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚜

I go to school elier today cause i forget that i don't have my first lesson today
I sit on the hallway and wait for Ambar who said that shes going to be ealier too.

Than i see Troy. I haven't seen him science Friday and he didn't even text me.

He smile to me like nothjng happened couple days ago between us. I frowns and watch as he walkss up to me.

"Hey Med" He says and smile even harder
He want to kiss me but i push away

"And.. whats that about?" He asked suprised.

"Not today." i said dryly, dysgusted by him

"Oh come on, girl.." He drawns me to him

"I said no!"

Troy grabs my neck and kiss me. I don't kiss him back. I hear the laugh from behind me. thats Ambar. She is laughibg cause i dont wanna kiss Troy. Or maybe she is laughing at me?

"She said no, that means no" I hear the voice. Than somebody pushes Troy away.

Thays Billie.

"What are you doing, are you stupid or something?" He asked shocked "Fuck off Billie" he laughs

"im going to the bathroom" i say. Before i go i give Ambar dissapointed but she doesn't seem to give a fuckand. I walk away. I look at billie to give her a sign to go with me. Im a little scared of her, cause she looks so good and i dont. But more i want to go away from Troy.

I enter the bathroom and look at the mirror. I try to srile my hair better for Billie before she came. Of course nothing works and i still look so bad. I have acne and sometimes even good foundation and concealer are not enough to cover this shit.

I cry a lot vecause of my face. About my body too. Actually i hate all of me

So how somebody like Billie would even look at me?

Billie enters the bathroom a few seconds later.

"There you are" She says. comes up to me and hug me thight.

I like her hugs. They are not like embarrassing hugs. They are hugs full of.. care?

"He is a dick" she says and look me in the eyes. "Guys are just dicks you know? Actually they just want you but they don'r want you. I don't get it sometimes."

God i love her eyes.

"I loke your eyes" She says

I blush. I blush fucking hard. And feel butterflyes in ym stomach and maybe all over my body. I love this feeling.

"Thank you..." I say cause i syarted being speachless around her

There ain't way that she could like me... She is so... different from me. She is probably feeling sorry cause she knows that my friends are... not really good friends. Not ALL my friends, but Troy and Ambar. Cloe is kind... but wjat would she say if she find out that I am here with Billie right know? And that i have crush kn her?

"What are you thinking about?" She says and puts her hands on my shoulders.

"Nothing" I blush even more and my only hope is that my foundarion is covering it

She chuncled. She was studying my face for a while and i was just standing thate like stupid statue in the museum. Shw smiles to herself.

"cutie" She says and walk out of the bathroom.

I stay there for a while till Cloe texts me where I am. i text her my location and she comes

"Hey dearrr" She embraces me and turns aroud with me.

"hii" I say casually if not a minute ago Billie said that I AM CUTE.

"Troy said you are not in the mood today" She says and smile "But i guess you have no mood for everybody else except me" she smiles

"yeah" i lie.

We go to class together. This is our only lesson where we got each other so we love it. But... there is Troy. And last time we were sitting together. I decide to swich sits with Ellie who was usually sitting next to Cloe while i was sitting with Troy. She wants to ask aome question but i can feel that she is scared.

She is probably because Lucas used to bully her and blackmailed in nineth grade. I always felt sorry for her as she was so shy and ever spoken up. I wanted to talk to her or something but at that time me and Lucas were really close (as friends) and she was affraid that I'm going to sale her pictures too. Of course i didn't know about all thing. I found out when someone incuded police to all thing. He didn't get arrasted or anything just because his parents are lawers. (Yes my friends are so bad but what can i do?)

"You want me to sit nex to this?" He looked at her with contempt. I could see she feel sorry about what he just said. She started drawing something in her journal probably qaning to disapear

"Are you serious rigth now?" i say with anger "Did you just called Ellie 'that'?" im speachless. That a ashoe or something worse.

"Emm yes?.. What is wrong with you? Isnt what just a normal joke?" he start tolaug.

Cloe is looking at all from her sit. She doesn't speak up but i can tell that she is on my side.

"I can't." i say walk to my sit next to Cloe.

"Why you gous arguing so much? You basycally can't even talk. Are you going to brake up? After 3 weeks?"

"Maybe." i say and glance at him "He didn't even say sorry for all things he said."

Sorry for another short chapter but i need to stay in here, and weite every day so i don't lose motivation (adhd makes it realllyyyy hard) 💗💗
i hope you guys okayy, if you are jot you will be belive me

(1000 w.)