Falling for You

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{I'm gonna be using Heather's partial name too so just don't get confused}

L Y N N

What is wrong with me? Why am I being such a bitch to Harry? He has done nothing wrong to make you be hella rude to him. I don't know why. He broke up with me. We're completely done. We didn't even last a month in our relationship. Am I that really bad in being into a relationship? My life sucks as fuck. This cannot be happening right now. I'm literally on the floor, curled into a ball and pouring my eyes out. I hate myself. I slid the closest wall. Don't do it. That is not the way to ease your pain, Lynn.

"I'm sorry." I said to the wall.

I kept banging my head multiple times. I let go of the perfect first boyfriend I've ever had. Please tell me, this is a dream.

"Heather, sweetie?" Mom came home from work. It was almost 3 in the morning. I was non-stop crying.

"What happened?" Mom said.

"Har-," I sniffled.

"What about him?" Mom asked.

"He broke up with me this afternoon."

"It's okay darling. It's not your fault."

"Yes it is, Mom! I've been so rude to him since the day I got the flu. I don't know what to do anymore. He's only been my boyfriend only for what? 3 weeks?"

"There's nothing you can do, sweetie. You'll need him to take you back if he wants."

I nodded, "Get some sleep." Mom said.

I shook my head, "Can't sleep. Can you take these last 4 days off for me, mom?"

Mom said, "I'll see what I can do."

"Let's get you to bed." I nodded.

"I'll try to sleep."

"Thank you for being here with me, Holly."

"You're welcome sweetie."

"Want me to sing to you?" I nodded. I didn't care if she sounded horrible. I need something comforting, a song that'll make me fall asleep quick so I'd stop crying.

"When I find myself in trouble

Mother Mary comes to me

Speaking words of wisdom, let it be

And in my hour of darkness

She is standing right in front of me

Speaking words of wisdom, let it be

"Let it be, let it be

Let it be, let it be

Whisper words of wisdom, let it be

And the broken-hearted people

Living in the world agree