Dear best friend, I hate you. I hate the way you hurt me I hate the way you manipulate me I hate the way you keep me coming back. I hate the way you make me laugh and smile and I hate the way I don't want to leave you. I hate the way you made me think we were going to be best friends forever. I hate when I you were there when you were sad and I hate the way I don't have that anymore.
In all actuality, I don't hate you. Not even the tiniest bit. I hate the thought that your gone that you left me for an unknown reason. I'm finding it hard to live without you here to help me every step of the way. I miss you. Please find it in your heart to come back to me one day. I believe that you're the right person but we met at the wrong time.
You've been my favorite person for months and months and you put a spell on me and I wanted you to stay forever. I wanted to grow old together and live together not giving a care in the world. I want you to stay my friend and don't leave me like everyone else. You know me better than I know myself. I want to understand why we grew apart instead of old together. I miss you.
Even if we don't grow old together, or have late night calls anymore, or go through with our plans, I'll never forget you. I'll never stop loving you as my best friend. I love you more than anything in this world.
ℍ𝕖𝕪 𝕘𝕦𝕪𝕤!! 𝕃𝕦𝕟𝕚 𝕙𝕖𝕣𝕖 𝕀 𝕜𝕟𝕠𝕨 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕤𝕥𝕠𝕣𝕪 𝕚𝕤 𝕤𝕙𝕠𝕣𝕥 𝕓𝕦𝕥 𝕀 𝕟𝕖𝕖𝕕𝕖𝕕 𝕥𝕠 𝕘𝕖𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕠𝕗𝕗 𝕞𝕪 𝕔𝕙𝕖𝕤𝕥. 𝔸𝕟𝕪𝕨𝕒𝕪𝕤 𝕀 𝕙𝕠𝕡𝕖 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕝𝕚𝕜𝕖𝕕 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕤𝕥𝕠𝕣𝕪 𝕞𝕨𝕒𝕙!
-𝓭𝓪_𝓫𝓮𝓼𝓽_𝓵𝓾𝓷𝓲𝓲𝓲
