The Change
After many months have passed.I slightly notice Atlas changing.Im damned worried because whenever I followed him,well as a part of my duty , I always ended up bringing him home drunk.Why is he like this? Hes not supposed to wreck his life just because in his perspective the woman he fell inlove with was dead.
He should get back in his old self.His dad is worrying too much that every minute he calls me when his son doesnt answer the phone.Literally im babysitting a drunkard person.
And when I lay him on his bed he would chant Ao's name.Somehow I felt guilty,that because of Ao,which is me,makes him feel rotten.I pity Atlas,but its not the right time for the truth.Its too early for that.Because I also dont still have the answers about my past.Patience is the thing I need for now.We need.
I sat on his sofa.Its 6 in the morning and I dont get enough sleep.For straight three days.
Last night,again,Atlas went to a high class bar.I was just following him.He sat at the counter and he started to have his nonstop drinking session.He would flirt with those bitches.I just roll my eyes upward.When 3 a.m. came,my patience run out.We should be home.I walked towards him ang tap the back of his shoulder.He stopped for awhile then turned the stoll hes sitting on to face me.All I see is a tipsy face.
I was about to say something when he grab me by my waist.I was dumbfounded and to think our situation ,position I mean,to be awkward.
Hes just drunk,Ace.Have patience on him.I told myaelf.
But my patience has runned out minutes ago.
I look at him and all I see is a smiling idiot.
"Let me stay like this for a while.If you want to go home,just leave me be.I can managed." He said then he let go of me.And again he turned his stool facing the bar counter and continued drinking.I let out a deep sigh.
Okay ,Ill give him more hours.
Hours passed,he just passed out.Now this is gonna be big.Big problem.
I hurriedly pick him up.Hes a little heavy,but im used to carry loads when i am still training.
How I wish I could remember everything in order to tell Atlas the truth.I am also hurt everytime I see him hurting.Theres this part in my heart where I care for him.I just want to end this,,I want to clear thing between us,of what happened that time.I am confused.Why would I stay away from him? Why would I hide? Whats the real score.
Then were home.
Hes still awake,suddenly we heared a phone ringing,that would be Atlas phone.We looked at each other.
Why? You can answer.I just shrugged my shoulders and directly went to the sofa.If this routine still continues,I think my mind would give up.
"Hello?" I heared he ask.My eyes starting to close because im damn tired.Ugh I really need a goodnight sleep.
"Okay,in the evening.I didnt expect you to call at this time.Yeah,Ill be there.Bye." hes meeting someone?
I decided to go out.I need to be on my assigned room.
"Where are you going,Ace?" Atlas asked.
I stopped and turn around before I faced the exit.
"In hell.Want to come?" I asked seriously.
"Nah." he answered and looked away.
Tss.Watevah.I am in this mood because of you Atlas.Youre making me tired.I havent had enough sleep.Ghad,please let me rest.
I hurriedly opened the door.Gash,I really need a break in this routine of his.
I got down,dumiretso ako sa mini bar.Gusto ko ding uminom.I want to try.If this is the thing that can make Atlas forget his lovesick problem,then I want myself to forget too.I am tired.I just want to calm things around me.I think im in a pressure zone.I cant run away.Ugh.
And its killing me.
~ Heres a short update.Ugh,my course is killing me,thats why I applied how i and Ace feels.Its been months ,huh? But Ill definitely wont give up in this novel.Just like I wont give up in architecture.
Arigato for understanding.:)
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