Actions speak louder than words

school

My alarm goes of at 7:00 a.m. and I get up feeling like I got hit by a train and turn it off

I put on a black tank top and a bit of a big hoodie on and some comfy dark jeans.

I go out my room and walk to Andrew's🍁 room

Andrew wake up.

Andrew...

Andrew get up!

Andrew🍁: ok ok I'm up geez.

Don't geez me you wanted to got to "school" and i told you it would have been better if we let mom homeschool us-

Andrew🍁: ok I get it, you always overreact.

I rolled my eyes and go to the bathroom, i start brushing my teeth and washing my face.

Get yourself together Milo
Get yourself together Milo
Get yourself together Milo.

As i finish brushing my teeth i look at myself in the mirror my ears slightly twitching.

I bet the mirror is even judging me i think to myself.

I get out of the bathroom and head to the kitchen and my mom already put food on the table Anthony and drew were there already eating.

Mom: Milo why did you brush you're teeth?

No Tengo hambre
(I'm not hungry)

Mom: andale no importa si ya te lavaste los dientes, andale y come.
(It doesn't matter if you brushed you're teeth, c'mon and eat.)

Fine...

I sat down on next to Andrew and ate waffles for the first time in years.

Their Soo sweet and... Good?

I eat everything on my plate :/.

Soon after we're in mom's car driving to what our new school will be...

Milo everyone in there is going to look at you.
Their going to judge you, every aspect of YOU.
What if they all laugh because of how YOU are dressed?.
What if they think YOU are the weird and shy quiet kid.
What if nobody likes YOU?.
What if you get bullied?.
What are YOU going to do Milo?.
Hide and cry aren't YOU?.
YOU are a disappointment to you're hole bloodline.
YOU are the opposite of what you're dad wanted.
I can't believe you're MY blood!... Remember who said that? You're dad did-

Mom: ok kids please be good and Milo please try and give it a shot, promise?

No promises but... I'll try...

We get out of the car and i looked at the school which looked quiet big.

Mom: i love you boys, have a good day at school.

Andrew: love you more mom

Yeah...

As my mom left i felt like it was my first day at kindergarten.

There's a bunch of other students walking in to the school Soo me and Andrew start walking past the gates.

My mom probably got things sorted out with the principal.

Andrew: ok mom said that the principal will send a student to help you around the school-

Wait what?!

Andrew: what it's not my fault you didn't come with me and mom yesterday plus i don't want to be late for class.

drew i swear to God im going to strangle you-

Suddenly a female leopard aproched us.

???: hey there you must be Milo and Andrew am i correct?

Y-yeah-.

???: follow me please.

With that me and drew followed her In to the school and as i look around some students were looking at us as we walked by.

Milo there all looking at you, look there laughing at you, haha you probably look ridiculous!.

As i feel the world around me turn in to eyes i just keep my head down avoiding even making eye contact with anyone.

Eventually after that he'll past we get to the principals office, i thought drew said a student would show us around.

We enter...

Principal: there you to are, may i introduce myself. My name is Alfred and you to must be Milo and Andrew.

Andrew: yes that's us.

Principal Al: good, good. Ok well welcome to our school, there is a couple of stuff and rules I have to inform you of before I let you two go.

First of all- BLA BLA BLA drew will listen and tell you later Milo.

For now...

How will you act in class Milo?
I bet you're going to look stupid.
You'll probably die out of embarrassment if you have to say you're hole name In front of the hole class and if something happens all of them will laugh at you!!.
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You're going insane Milo, everything that happened to you is coming back and now for that disgusting ass old man you have anxiety it's his fault. Not You're fault

Not you're fault
Not you're fault
Not you're fault.

After that we leave the professors office and drew explained me the rules and what not and I go to class but i sit in the back hidden Soo no one would notice me.

Teacher: ok class today we have a new student!

Fuck everything im going to die now.

Everyone looks at me expectantly.

Uh my name is Milo Decoda and I'm 16 year's old.

Teacher: thank you Milo. Ok class today we will be retaking what is known as matter.

Milo look there looking at you.

I glance over but don't move my head and two students specifically two girls giggling and what not and when the notice I'm looking the look away blushing.

Oh look Milo exactly what you needed you ask the universe for boys and look what it gives you, why can't i just have a boyfriend, oh yeah right nothing goes you're way yay! Just fucking great.

Author- hey y'all new chapter ;).