My dad is driving us to the airport and I'm looking out the window with my headphones on listening to wish for the rain as i watch the trees and small towns pass by
Andrew🍁is talking with that for what I can tell.
Im supposed to be feeling sad why do i feel... so empty
And numb, I'm leaving the person that raised me most of my life, he quit his job to care for you and Andrew🍁 why do i feel nothing? did i really get hurt that bad?
After a bit we stop at a macdonalds i haven't been to one of these in a while Soo i get out of the car and wait for my dad and brother before walking in to it, i looked around as my dad ordered and say kids playing at the inside playground and one in particular catched my eye it's a cat he looks about 7 and he's laugh and playing it reminded me of me, the me that loved playing and running around and he waved at me so I wave back slowly before following dad and Andrew🍁 to our table.
Dad: Milo🎵, Andrew🍁 i love you with all my heart and I want you two to have a great life over there ok? And get lot's of girls so you can-.
Ok ok dad we get it I say slightly blushing out of embarrassment.
Dad: hehe you get the point son but seriously I'm going to miss you two a lot. (My cat is making biscuits on my chest 😭)
Andrew🍁: don't worry dad will stay in touch and when we get money well send you some!.
Yeah I say then our order comes and i start eating my french fries.
After we get back in the car and start leaving,
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"She said that i make expressions like him" i murmur as the song slowly played in my headphones and eventually we get to the airport and then the anxiety and emotions started hitting me like a train with no breaks.
I get my stuff and so does Andrew🍁 and we walked with my dad to the airport and now we just have to find mom.
But before i hug my dad.
I'm going to miss you I say slightly tearing up.
Dad: don't cry Milo he said his voice turning soft
Dad promise you're going to be ok, please don't drink anymore ok we're going to be fine.
Dad: I can't make promises but I'll try Milo.
Then I see my mom and Andrew 🍁 runs over to her hugging her slightly crying.
Mom: Milo it's time to go.
Before i leave i hugged my dad again letting myself cry for the first time in a long time and then i walked with my mom to the waiting line so we can bord the plane I'm still slightly crying and my mom is soothing me and Andrew🍁 is just sad.
Before leaving i looked behind me and see my dad for the last time and them we board the plane and sit next to my mom and Andrew🍁 on the other side with the window.
I had put my headphones on to just try and stop crying and it helped a bit, I had never been on a plane in my life and I was slightly nervous which wasn't helping in much and the plane takes off.
Time skip.
I'm listening to music while trying to fall asleep and shove my anxiety down the drain.
Maybe if mom and dad didn't cheat on each other I'd be happy especially with out their divorce, I don't want to go to school i think I'll just ask mom to homeschool me instead
So i won't have to be dealing with anxiety and stress.
Mom: Milo honey I'm asking you if you want something to drink.
No I'm ok.
I say putting my headphones back on just to escape for a little bit.
Author- new chapter yay!
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Actions speak louder than words
Teen Fictionbasically my OC Milo and his life this is when he's 16 Soo a bit of drama but in my imagination he can be any age.
