Penelope's story

Idiot

I just updated the app and let's just say that it's so much easier to write. Haha anyways enjoy my story love <3
~ Meysan

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Let's just say that I am so tired and I hate hospitals. I have been at this hospital three times now and I hate it so much.
I have been at this hospital in 2 weeks now I think. Austin is in the room next to me but he is sleeping a lot so I don't see him that often.
I will be out soon though so I that's actually good. But I don't want to leave this place without Austin because I still have nightmares from that night.
I have dreamed that Damond and the weird men will get into my room.
I wake up in sweat and tears. The nurse get in here every night to do a check up in my room.
They know I'm scared so they lock my door.
The pain in my stomach isn't hurting that bad as it did before.
The first night here was so painful.
Me and Austin text every night to see how we are doing. He is always texting me first because he is sleeping the whole time and I don't want to wake him up.
It's hard to be at a hospital where everyone gets visitors and gets balloons from there family.
My dad hasn't been visiting me at all.
Or that's s lie actually.
He got here when he wanted to show the baby pictures. That's the only thing he talks about.
The baby and that woman who I forgot the name on.
Nick is not even in my town but Austin got the news that they are alive last night.
Alex isn't close at all but he is texting me and skypeing with me when he can. He is really busy with school and all so I'm respecting that he can't talk all the time.
But just to know that he cares makes me feel better.
There is just one thing I can't take my mind off.
Who hit me in the head at the meeting and why did Damond save  me when he were going to shoot me anyways.
WHY did he even shoot me?
We were like a couple before and it ended a day after the Party.
Or we didn't really break up I just stopped talking to him so maybe it's my fault that he is mad.
I pretty much cheated on him?
Oh god.
I betrayed him with a bad boy.
Damond would never do that to me.
He would never hurt me and mean it. How could he? How could i?

It knocked on the door and I sat up in my bead.
" it's Austin "
The door opened and he got in with his everyday clothes on? What?
" are you ready to get home? " he smiled and threw some clothes at the chair.
" are we getting home? "
I was really exited and stood up from the bed.
He hugged me and kissed my cheek.
He was so tired in his eyes and they were red.
It's like he hasn't slept for years.
" meet me at my room "
He walked out of there and I jumped in joy even though my stomach hurt.
I ripped the hospital dress of off me and put the soft clothes on.
I looked like a garbage can but its cute at the same time.
I picked up all my stuff and put it in my bag.
I walked over to Austin's room. When I opened the door all the boys were there.
Or not everyone but there was Alex and Robert who I liked. The only people who has visited us and picked out our clothes.
They got out of the chair and hugged me.
" are you happy? " Alex asked and smiled big.
I nodded and sat down on Austin's lap.
" I'm ready to get home " he said and lifted me up while he stood up.
" can we get McDonald's? " I asked and smiled.
" yeah, of course sweetie "
He kissed me and walked me out of there.
Alex and Robert played around and it ended with Alex holding Robert like they just got married. They always makes me smile.