Chapter 19

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I opened my eyes and looked at the bedside table. I forgot to turn off the alarm and I pressed snooze and I remembered everything that happened yesterday, it felt like a dream. Was it a dream? I looked over and Harry wasn't next to me. It probably was a dream but then someone came out of the bathroom. I sat up quickly and turned on the lamp "Sorry if I scared you" Harry said 'No you didn't" I said, my heart beat going back to it's usual pace. Harry got back in bed and so did I, and I snuggled a bit close to Harry.

I woke up to a door opening and closing and I slightly opened my eyes and Harry was gone. So he probably was the person who left, well who else would it be. Then I drifted back to sleep.

BANG, BANG

My eyes opened in fear. I looked around and the noise kept going, why are so many people knocking on my door lately. I got up and raced to the door, Liam was there his face full of worry "Whats wrong" I asked panicked "Where's Harry" Liam said "I don't know he was with me last night but then he left" I said "When" he asked. My heart was beating fast, where could he be "It was early in the morning when he left" I said "We're going to go look for him get dressed" Liam said, before I could respond he left. I was scared and looked around my room incase he left a note.

Shit. He didn't.

I got dressed and ran to the lobby of the hotel. "She's here" Noah said "Ok let's go" Liam said. We all got in a huge SUV with laptops and equipment filled inside "How are we supposed to find him" I said "That's the thing" Liam said "We need help from Louis but he's not a giving shit about this" Niall said "I'll help" I said "Here's what I think Harry has a phone right" I said "Yeah of course" Liam said "So we'll track that down" I said "How do you know this" Niall said. I looked down and turned red "I used to track my dads phone" I said "What why" Niall said "Long story" I said typing on the laptop. "What!" I said confused "Why what's wrong" Liam said driving and looking at me at the same time.

"He disabled his phone" I said "So now what" Niall said looking at the screen "Do you have a memory card when it comes to security or whatever" I said "Yes but we hardly use it" Liam said "Good I'll use that then" I said. I did my thing and I got in and found Harry and put the tracker and it easily showed where he was "Liam do you know where this is" I asked showing it to him. Liam looked "Yeah but why is he there" Liam said. "Oh" Liam said later quietly.

We got to a forest and I was the first one out "HARRY" Niall yelled "Everyone spread out" Liam said. I didn't like that choice but I did it anyways. I kept walking and looked around when I saw someone far across the distance. I slowly crept towards the person because he looked like Harry. I was scared because what if it wasn't Harry and it was some psycho, when I got closer it was Harry. He was on the floor hugging his knees with his head down "Harry" I said quietly. He looked up and his eyes were red and he had a picture in his hand "Y/N" he said surprised. He then stuffed the picture in is jacket pocket "What are you doing here" I said "Just wanted to clear my head" he said. I walked closer and sat down next to him, I touched his arm "Harry I can tell when your lying" I said "Y/N please can we just leave the conversation" he said "No I won't I know it's being nosey but keeping it in won't help at all" I said. He was quiet and he didn't say anything probably thinking whether or not to say it "My childhood as been in this forest" Harry says "What?" I said.

"I lived with my mum and sister in a house here but something happened and the whole neighborhood went down" he said "What?" I said "Y/N please fine another word other than 'what' " he said rubbing his eyes "Sorry" I said "Did you come alone" he said. I noticed him change the subject, I let him but I'm going to still ask. "No I'm not Noah, Scarlett, Niall, and Liam came" I said. Harry looked at me then felt hurt "Louis is not here" Harry says, I looked at him and shook my head slightly "Harry lets go" I said getting up and stretching my hand at him, he grabbed and almost fell on me "Sorry" he said.

We walked back and Liam and Niall were talking "Where's Y/N now" Liam said "Here" I said "You found him" Niall said "Hey" Harry says "Hey, hey is hey all you can say where the hell have you've been" Liam said "I went out for a walk its nothing" Harry said "Whatever lets get back" Liam said obviously pissed. We all went in but Harry was still behind looking at the forest. "Y/N please do something" Liam said. I was shocked when he told me to do something Harry has known him for how many years I only known him for a while. "Me?" I said "Yeah your the only one he'll probably listen too" Liam said. I got out and stood next to him staring at the forest as well. I didn't say anything because whatever happened it seemed very important "Can we go back" he said "Yes" I said "No I mean can we go back in time" Harry asked "I don't know maybe" I said. He then turned and walked to the car.

When we got back Louis was outside on the phone, Louis noticed us and hanged up and went inside. I don't know if anyone noticed but I found that odd.

The whole day passed on with Louis acting weird and Noah and I just passing smilies and nods and Liam discussing about leaving either tomorrow or day after tomorrow but I wasn't paying much attention because Harry was so upset about the forest. He wasn't even at Liam's whole discussion, I decided to talk to Harry. Before I went I searched for the time but I couldn't find anything "Hey Niall what time is it" I said "Um it's 8:40" he said "Already" I said confused and surprised "Yup time flies" he said.

When I was walking to Harry's room I was thinking on what I was going to say. Should I ask, it does seem like a touchy subject. Before I could think about backing out my hands already knocked on the door "Harry it's me Y/N" I said. I stood out there with no answer, might as well leave since he didn't say anything. But he opened the door moving aside to let me in, I got inside and looked around his room it was trashed cloths, papers, objects were thrown everywhere. "Harry are you ok" I said "Shut up" he said "What!" I said surprised "I said shut up and I told you not to say 'what' again" he said growing angry "Harry I can leave if it's not the right time" I said "No please stay" he said sarcastically "Harry what's wrong" I said "YOU" he yelled "Wha- Excuse me" I said he glared at me "Your always here you never leave your very clingy, when I kidnapped you I just wanted the sex" he said. My jaw dropped.

"You know what Harry I could leave but I'm trapped and I can't get out because I'm in a country I have no idea about not only that I'm stuck with you and if I escape you might kill me" I said raising my voice "Stop talking shit" he said "Harry whats your problem" I said "JUST GET OUT" he yelled "Fine" I said tears in my eyes. I don't even know why I'm crying when I got in my room I kept crying. I don't know what hurt more when he mentioned he only wanted sex or he just yelled at me.

Minutes past and I stopped crying and I started thinking maybe Harry was right I was clingy, I always asked questions, I probably annoyed him a bunch. I felt the urge to go and apologize but it wasn't my fault but I got up anyways, I'll tell him that I won't bother him no more. I got up to go to the door when someone knocked on my door. I opened it with no hesitation and it was Harry "I'm sorry" we both said in unison "I didn't mean to snap at you" Harry said "But some of the things you said was true" I said looking down "I was just upset" Harry said "Nothing I said meant anything even about taking you only for sex" he said saying the last word quiet. "I'm sorry" Harry said once more "Me too" I said hugging him, he was tense but then loosened and wrapped his arms around me. I took in his smell and he smelt really nice.

We headed back to Harry's room because I insisted on helping him clean up. "I'll be right back" he said "Yeah sure" I said picking up all the papers that have been thrown around, while doing that I dropped Harry's jacket that he wore today on the floor "Ugh" I groaned and picked it up but something fell out of the pocket. I picked that up too and it was a picture of Harry and two girls my inference was one of them was his mum and maybe his sister because they kind of looked alike. I lost track of time by looking at the picture till Harry opened the door and I hid the picture behind me. "What do you have there" Harry asked raising his eyebrow "Nothing" I said, Harry stepped closer and I backed up till I hit a wall, Harry trapped me with his arms by my side and I was frozen but he grabbed it out of my hands quickly. He was smiling then he noticed what it was and his face was sad "Y/N can we talk" he said sitting on the bed, I nodded and sat down next to him.
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A.N: That was Chapter 19 and if you guys notice I think this chapter is the longest chapter I ever wrote. I wanted to add more but I'll save that for later ;)
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