Cruel Summer ( Vienna's Version )

The Smallest Man Who Ever Lived

Today on 8th December it's the end of the famous ERAS-Tour, but my ERAS-Tour ended exactly four months ago on 8th August.

And now with Spotify Wrapped - I think we don't have to talk about the fact that my top Spotify Wrapped Song is: The Smallest Man Who Ever Lived.

I woke up early. Don't know if it was because I fell asleep before 10pm or because the of fact that's my birthday.
Think it was between 6:30 and 7am. Got a few messages from family and friends but I didn't look at it because I was still a bit sleepy. I don't know if I went through my social media or if I went back to a light sleep. But I'm sure that I got the bad news from Instagram. I couldn't believe it when I read that the concerts got cancelled because of suspicion of terrorism. When it began to sink in, I realised that two hours after I probably fell asleep the post from the german daily news program got online.
I was so shocked and after I got some more information about it, it became a cruel reality that all the three concerts in Vienna got cancelled.
I got a flashback in my head, I think like how death is always described in films, when you see your life pass by. Not of my whole life but from like the last thirteen months. When I got the presale link with the possibility of buying a ticket and the unbelievable happiness I felt with happy tears when I got it. I started to make my first friendship bracelets and began to make my outfit.
I still sit on the bed and stare out the window into the sky. Tears streamed down my face and that was the moment something inside completely broke.
I don't know if I ever cried so much one day, but that day I did. After some time I called my mom and told her that all the concerts got cancelled. It was like ripping off a plaster but the wound was still too fresh. My heart broke again and more tears streamed down my swollen and tear-stained face. We talked for about an hour and I don't know how much time passed between ending the call and getting myself ready for the day but somehow I got downstairs to the lobby to get breakfast.
The breakfast was great but I didn't eat that much. I was sitting down by the terrace on a sofa and looked at my phone and the other people at breakfast. By the look from some people, I knew what was going through their head. They also would had attended one of the concerts. They looked so sad and couldn't sit longer down there, because my feelings had come up again. And I left my eaten breakfast and went back to my room, before the tears come back up. After some time in my room, I called my grandparents who called me during breakfast. I called back, but not over facetime like we do normally. Because my face got puffy again after breakfast from crying my eyes out again. I talked with them for a bit and they said that because of the cancelled concerts I shouldn't let it ruin my birthday. I know that they didn't mean it in any bad way, but it was and is still so sad that the concert got cancelled and I miss the opportunity to see the Eras Tour because of a terrorist attack. They knew that I got the ticket last summer, but I think they don't realise how much I wanted and dreamed to see Taylor.
Around 10am I left my hotel room and went to the supermarkets around the hotel. From my windows I could see the supermarket that I saw yesterday, when I got back from merch shopping and bought some sushi and sliced pineapple and watermelon. After that I went around the neighborhood past my hotel to the next supermarket that I saw yesterday when I went on my way to the stadium, but didn't want to stop. I bought some shampoo and shower gel and something to drink before I got back to my hotel. I put everything into the fridge in my room and decided to follow my plan to visit the spots I wanted to see in Vienna.

So I went to the subway station at the Prater. Happy about the fact that I bought the subway ticket for my time in Vienna back home. I didn't have to struggle with buying a ticket at the station.
I got onto the train to (Schloss) Schönbrunn Palace and wished I hadn't left my cap at the hotel. The sun was burning down at midday but at least I got my sunglasses. Got my camera out and started to take some pictures. Before I went to the backside of the palace I saw a TV team with Robert Geiss with his daughter. Don't know if anyone reading this knows who he is, but he is a famous and rich TV personality from Germany.