In Spite of All the Danger (Paul McCartney fanfiction)

Chapter 13: All My Loving

It was now April just a few days before my 18th birthday actually. I knew Paul was planning something because he was becoming really suspicious, he wouldn't say anything though. I've been going to Dr Schick a lot almost every week, she helps a lot with things. I'm now almost 5 months pregnant it's getting Paul excited because we'll be going back to the doctor soon to see if it's a boy or girl. He's really hoping for a girl, me I personally don't care. I just want the baby to be healthy we don't need any other problems around here. Ever since I started showing a lot more, Susie started shit with me. She called me a slut repeatedly to my face and behind my back. She was also telling people I was dropping out, I'd love to but since it's so close to graduation what's the point?

"Good morning, beautiful," He said when I opened my eyes, I smiled. He put his hand on my stomach. I didn't have much there but there was bump. He rubbed his hand across it and smiled. "I'm so excited," He was referring to that we were finding out the sex of the baby today. He grabbed his camera that he kept on the bedside table. 

"I know me too," I said as he took a picture of me, I laughed and pulled him closer to see me and kissed him. He sat us up and pulled me into his bare arms. He kissed my cheek, I blushed it's been 7 months we've been together and I'm still blushing. 

"Babe, your hair is a mess," I said running my hand through is hair. He laughed.

"Well I just woke up, love," He said putting his hands through his hair with me. "So.. Dani, have you decided on what you want?" He was smiling he knew what my answer was going to be, it was the same every time. 

"Paul.. I've told you, I'll be happy with anything. I just want the baby to healthy I'll love it either way, I already do," I said he laughed because he's heard it a million times.

"I know, you know I love to bug you. I love it already too.. it's just.. I really hope we have a girl. You know so I can call her my little girl, dress her in pretty things. I know I can do this if it's a boy or girl but have it lay on my chest while they sleep," He was saying as tears got into my eyes. 

"You're going to be the best dad, you really are. Whether we have a boy or girl they're going to love you so much, just like me," I said crying into his chest, he stroked my hair and kissed my head. 

"You're going to be a good mom too don't worry, they're going love you so much too, How can't they? You're a wonderful person, who had a rough start. They're going to be loved.. they're already loved and they're not even born yet," Paul said as I looked up at him he was crying too. This whole subject made both of us very emotional. We just sat there holding each other, he held my stomach. "I love you," He said to it and kissed it. I laughed a little and then he kissed me. "I love you too,"

"I love you too, more than you can imagine.. more than anyone can imagine honestly," I whispered as he wiped a few of my tears away. 

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We were sitting in Dr. Levencizky's waiting room, Paul held my hand. We were both so nervous and it was pretty obvious. 

"It'll be okay, don't worry," I whispered to Paul my voice was shaking from my own nervousness. 

"Danielle Bennett?" The woman called for me, we stood up and walked away with her. "Wait in this room, the doctor will be right in," She closed the door, we both sighed at the same time. 

"It's time.. time to find out what we're having.. you ready?" Paul asked, I just nodded and walked into his arms. 

"That kid is going to love your arms, they're going to feel safe there like me," I said pulling away and sitting on the table. 

"Hello, how are we doing?" Dr. Levencizky asked when he walked in, me and Paul both took a deep breath. 

"I'm good," I said smiling a little but I was still nervous. "We're ready to know the sex of the baby," He smiled and motioned toward the door.

"Okay then let's go to the X-rays," He said opening the door, Paul took my hand as we walked out the door. I got up on the table for the X-ray within a few minutes an image was up on the screen. It was a little clearer than the last time we were here in February. The baby looked much bigger than the last time too. I got off the table to look at the screen with Paul, the doctor studied it for a few minutes. I looked up at Paul he was just amazed he was speechless. "From what I can tell.." Dr. Levencizky said breaking the silence. "From what I can tell.. you're having a girl," He smiled at us, I looked up at Paul he was happier than I've ever seen him. "Congratulations both of you, if everything if all right this month with you, then I'll see you in June," I shook my head and he walked out. We just stood there looking at the screen, looking at our baby, our daughter. 

"I love you so much.. so much really.. so much! For giving me this daughter, she's beautiful already," He said with tears falling down his face, I wiped his tears as he wiped mine. 

"I love you too, I can't wait until our daughter is born," I said holding him tighter, we didn't say anything. We just soaked in every moment we could get with our daughter on the screen. 

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We were lying in bed not really saying anything to each other just in each other's arms. It was pretty much dark except for a little light shining in through the window and our lamp. I was thinking about a lot of things, I just didn't know where to start when it came to saying them out loud. 

"Paul.." I said, he opened his eyes.

"What?" He asked pushing the hair out of my face. He kissed my cheek, I smiled a little.

"Well I wanted to ask you something.. you remember our first kiss?" I asked him a little shyly I knew he did but I was leading into a bigger question. 

"Yeah of course, how could I forget it, it was amazing. Even though it was the night in your room that then Rob punched me and threw me out," He said as I drew shapes with my finger on his chest. "Why?"

"Wait.. I'll get to why, do you remember our first date?" I asked he looked at me weird now, I was getting to something he needed patience.

"Yeah.. we went to the diner, it was great," He said looking at me still strangely. 

"And then you remember later that night.. we had.. sex for the first time together?" I asked him he was laughing a little.

"Yeah?" He laughed, "How can I forget that night?" I was laughing too, I slapped his face lightly. "That was a great night!" I rolled my eyes, "Come on you know it was," He was laughing so hard.

"It was! I didn't say it wasn't.." I laughed pushing him a little. "But what my point is.. is did it ever cross your mind at all like at that time, that we'd be getting married.. having a baby?" I asked him seriously now, "Like did you ever think we'd end up needing each other as much as we do?" He just looked at me blankly for a minute. 

"Well.. when I first met you.. I knew you were different. Good different I mean like special.. that's why I went after you. But I never ever thought I'd fall in love with you as hard as I did," He said kissing me hard and long neither of us wanting to break the kiss. When we did finally pull away we just looked into each other's eyes, I knew more than ever he was the one for me. I gulped. "I love you," He whispered to me out of breath.

"I love you too," That was all that was said for the rest of the night, as I took his shirt off him and he took mine off. He moaned a little bit in my ear which made me a laugh. The night went like the end to our first date.