In Spite of All the Danger (Paul McCartney fanfiction)

Chapter 25: Let It Be

Paul just held me in his arms. Neither of us spoke a word, I sighed a deep breath. His chest was full of sweat. 

"Wow," Was all I uttered under my breath, it was all I could get out. I traced my fingers across his chest. He looked down at me with his eyes full of lust. He laughed at my reaction to what we just did. "That was really.. good just wow," 

"And that is why you are pregnant again.." Paul whispered in my ear, I slaped his arm. He smiled and kissed my head. "Do you think we should go get Mary from downstairs?"

"Yeah.. it's almost 8 and I know they're not wanting to watch her anymore.." I said getting off him slowly as he got up too. We put some clothes on, Paul took my hand as we walked out the door. I smiled up at him those eyes just made me fall in love with him all over again. "I love you," 

"I love you too," He whispered to me as we walked down the stairs. John was laughing and I knew exactly why. Me and Paul both smirked at him, Mary was sleeping in Jenny's arms on the couch. "Give us our baby and we'll be on our way.." John just kept laughing so did George. Paul walked over to Jenny and she handed him Mary. 

"You guys though... that was the loudest honestly we've ever heard you doing it in there," John said through laughing. I rolled my eyes as I looked at Paul he motioned to go back upstairs. "Glad you guys had a great time.." 

"Shut up, John!" I said as we walked up the stairs, I could hear him still laughing as we got upstairs. I closed the door behind us as Paul put Mary in her crib to let her sleep. He pulled me back into the bed just holding me. "Ugh such an ass,"

"Yeah.. but you gotta love him,"

"Yeah I know.." I laughed cause it was true. He just held we really didn't want to do anything else just be with each other. "Paul.."

"Yeah?" He answered me opening his eyes.

"When are we leaving for England?" I asked looking over at the sun getting ready to set in the sky.

"Last week of September, darling," He said sleeply. 

"So.. we have to start packing," I said surprised but sort of sleeply too.

"Yeah tomorrow.." He yawned in my ear.

"I didn't say now.. but we have to soon," Neither of said anything after that we just fell asleep until one of us had to get up for Mary later in the night. 

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The next two weeks we spent packing and getting ready to get our stuff to England. Paul got me, Mary and Charlie all passports. We were leaving for England in 4 days everything was packed and ready to go I went to the doctor he said everything was okay with the baby. I woke up, Paul wasn't next to me I figured he was downstairs. There were all boxes and suitcases around me the only thing still together was Mary's crib. I got out of bed and felt sort of weird, not really to throw up but just weird. I went to the bathroom and I saw blood all over. I knew then what it was, I had gotten my period. We had lost the baby, tears started to fill up in my eyes. 

"No," Was all I whispered as I pulled my pants back up and just sat in the bathroom. I cried my eyes out on the bathroom floor all I thought was, 'How could this happen? And why to us?' I wanted to get up run to Paul and cry in his arms. I just didn't have the strength to, I didn't know how I was going to tell him. I just sat there the tears wouldn't stop streaming from my eyes. I finally got the strength to get up and open the door. I walked downstairs and saw Paul with George at the kitchen table. Tears were just still coming down my face. He got up and walked over to me slowly.