How do I move on,
when my heart has already gone.
One minute it feels like I'm ready to face the world,
the next i'm pulled down underwater in a swirl.
I want to believe he can really change,
but I know it'll only bring me more pain.
I'm tired of the disrespect,
but how do I stop loving him?
I have no self respect.
How do I convince myself to not fall back in love,
when it hurts me so much.
If we see each other again one day,
I genuinely hope he changes,
so my heart can feel safe and stay.
Universe, help me,
I'm lost and clueless,
I hope one day what's meant for me,
will find me.
